Supernatural (Sam Winchester x Female!Reader)

How To Girlfriend 101

I took in a deep breath and exhale slowly, staring at my reflection in the bathroom mirror of our motel room. "Okay, you can do this." I said to myself. It's been two days since Sam and I confessed our feeling for one another and today we were having our first date.

In a way it was also our first official day of us doing couple things, since yesterday we were stuck driving in the Impala all day. Which was the same like it always been, aside from Dean giving us the green flag to make out in the backseat while he drives. Which of course we didn't do.

Man, I thought I was nervous about my date with Soren. Compared to how nervous I am now, my date with Soren was like, kindergarten level of nervousness. Going on a date with Sam was seniors level!

I frown at my reflection, feeling overwhelmed by all this unbelievable pressure. "I can't do this." I muttered. I groaned and slap my hands on my cheeks. "I can do this! It's just Sam. I've known him practically my whole life. There's nothing to be scared of." I said, chuckling nervously.

"You know just the possibility that I'm gonna make a fool out of myself. If I act cheesy, weird, awkward, or just at all be myself and he'll see what what a mistake he made and instantly change his mind about how he feels about me..." I said, anxiously smiling at the mirror.

I frown as more negative thoughts enter my mind, trying to beat me down. I sigh, pressing my finger on the mirror and pointing towards my head. "Shut up, you." I growled at my brain.

I drop my hand, staring at my reflection. "You know he wouldn't do that. This is Sam, we're getting so worked up about. He should be like, the last person to worry about judging you." I said to myself.

I smile a little at my reflection. "Yeah, this is Sam." I muttered, but then I frown and felt anxious all of a sudden again. "Oh my god, this is Sam." I said.

It'll be fine, I just have to mentally plan out every single step and detail so I don't look like a total idiot! I then heard a knock at the door, startling me. "(Name)? Are you ready?" I heard Sam asked, on the other side of the door. "Uh... y-yeah I am." I replied.

I turn back to the mirror and pointed to myself. "Don't blow this." I said to myself. I then took in a deep breath and exhaled slowly to calm my nerves. "Let's do this." I muttered.

Before going on our date, the boys and I stop at a diner for breakfast. Dean took one booth all for himself, while Sam and I shared the other like always. Sam took the corner while I sat on the end, feeling pretty at peace and thinking everything's gonna be fine.

But then Sam put his arm around my shoulder and that all went right out the window and down a 415ft drop. Suddenly my brain was frantically trying to think something say and yet somehow I couldn't think of anything and so I just sat there, screaming internally that I was not saying anything!

"(Name), you're so tense." Sam said, breaking me free from my social anxiety rant in my head. "Tense? I'm not tense! I am super chill all the time!" I said, smiling anxiously. Sam and Dean look at me then exchanged a look with each other.

I look down at the table for something to get the attention off me. "Oh look menus!" I said, picking up one of them and opening it up. "I like menus. There full of words and letters and sometimes pictures." I said, hiding my face in the menu and pretending to read it.

God this isn't going well at all. I need to focus and stop freaking out. We'll just order our food, eat and then leave. We'll probably going to talk in between all that, so I just gotta figure out what the boys will say and pick an appropriate response before they say it.

Dean will probably ask where we're going next. Sam will answer that, since going to the pier was his idea. So I'm safe from having to talk there. What else would people talk about before a first date? Damnit I have no idea! Why did I have to be such a social outcast as a kid?!?