Supernatural (Sam Winchester x Female!Reader)

Alternate Confession Scene

(So originally, I had Sam & (Name) confessed their feelings earlier in All Hell Breaks Loose Part 2, back when they were in the house and Dean left to get pizza. I really liked it but it wasn't working for me. I just got this feeling in my gut that it's should come later near the end. I didn't wanna just delete it so I thought I'd share it instead. In case you guys were interested in like an alternate scene.)

I felt Sam place his hand on top of my hand, that was resting on the mattress. I gulp, looking at our hands then slowly look up to meet his eyes again. Which only made me want to throw up but in a weirdly good way, if that makes any sense.

"(Name)... I think I remember something else. I think you said you wanted to tell me something, before I blacked out." He said. "I-I did?" I stammered, and Sam leans in a little closer, causing my breathing to hitch. "What did you want to tell me?" He asked, in a quiet and soft tone.

Oh sugar honey ice tea! This is actually happening. What do I do? What do I say?! Obvious answer is just come out and tell him right? I mean I quite literally got nothing left to lose now.

I open my mouth to say something when... "What is wrong with her?" I heard words from the past echo in my head again. I closed my mouth and frowned. Why does this always have to happen? Why can't I just say how I feel without being afraid?

I look at Sam, who was still patiently waiting for my response. I try once again to tell him, but the voices just got louder in my head. Beating me down and keeping me from expressing how I feel.

"I don't want to be friends with a weirdo like you!"

I closed my eyes tight, wishing I could just turn into a ghost and make myself intangible or something.

"You're worthless and Sammy be better off without you."

I anxiously roll my hands up into fists as the voices keep pounding on me like a hammer. "(Name)? What's wrong?" Sam asked, but I was unable to respond.

"Stay away, freak! Freak! Freak! Freak! Freak!"

I growled as the words continue ringing in my head until I couldn't take it anymore. I just want them to stop! Somehow, someway, just make it stop! Make it stop! Make it stop! Make it stop! Make it stop!

Without thinking, I lean towards Sam and press my lips to his. The voices were finally quite but now I was left with a new problem. I'm kissing Sam.... Jesus Christ I'm kissing Sam!!!!

My eyes widen and I pull away as fast as I could. Sam looked at me surprised and I stared back at him with my mouth hanging open, stunned. "Uhhhh..." I muttered.

Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit. Damnit! Damnit! Damnit! Damnit! Damnit! Damnit! Damnit!

Sam starts to lean towards me and I panicked. "I'M SORRY!" I exclaimed, jumping up from the bed and running into the other room. "Wha... (Name) wait!" Sam called out, chasing after me.

"I'm such an idiot! I'm such an idiot! I'm such an idiot!" I muttered to myself as I ran. I felt my foot land on a loose board, tripping me and sending me crashing to the floor. "(Name)!" Sam exclaimed as I face planted onto the floor like in Tom & Jerry cartoon.

I groan as I pick myself up onto my knees. "Are you okay?" Sam asked, touching my arm and about to help me up. But I jerk myself away and fell onto my butt, sitting that way now. "God, I really screw up this time." I muttered, anxiously.

"What are you talking about?" Sam asked, softly, kneeling down in front of me. "I was just trying to get the voices to stop!" I said, grabbing my hood and it pulling up and over my head to bury my face under it.