Updated:04/23/19
After knowing all of the Atrocious deeds that the Glaciel in Otome game have done.. I suddenly lost consciousness(I didn't faint) , heck it's too tiring to recall all of that stuffs! Why I am whining like a six year old child all of a sudden?!
Even knowing that many atrocious deed happened in the game and would happen in the future if I didn't gain my memories. thankfully by some unknown reason and accident I regained a very useful information and still hasn't done those atrocious deed and would never ever done those disgusting deeds in my life.
I would feel guilty for myself and the others if I let myself become what would Glaciel Argentawn become in the future. I don't know if I can keep walking forward and act like him.. I didn't even still solve the puzzle of how I even got myself in these place called Against the World? Why did i even recovered my memories is it really just some accident? i am sure that I am not dreaming judging from the pain all over my body.. .. My Daughter is she alright? That Kid Kohaku is taking care of my daughter right? Did Seina.. Was she taking care and cleaning her parent's grave? Are they also cleaning my Grave?..... Wait did I even have a grave? Why did i even recovered my memories when my current mother is now dead because of current me?..
She was dead...
Mama is a nice person..
A vision or recollection of something suddenly entered my mind. Silver flowing Hair, Deep Blue caring and gentle eyes, Purple Dress swaying lightly in the breeze, a happy and shy smile adorning her lips and her hands making flower crowns putting it on top of my head.
" Here you go Little Precious, A crown for my Precious Treasure~"
" Not little!"
" Don't worry.. Mama would wait for my little precious to grow up."
" I don't like it.."
" You don't like the flower Crown?"
" Don't like flowers!!"
" Why? Don't you like Mama? "
" Flee..ting.."
" Floating? "
" Fleeting! Passing! "
" I get it.. Sorry Little Precious.. "
" Hmph.. "
" Then why don't you like Flowers? "
" They wilts.. Age.. Old.. Turn ashes.. I don't like it.. "
" Mama would get old. You don't love me Precious? "
" No. Don't love you.. "
"... Oh.. Then why are you hugging Mama? "
" I love things that would stay forever. "
" Nothing would stay forever my precious .. "
" Then why those bloody elves don't get old?! "
" Language! "
" Sorry.. "
" It's okay. "
" Mama.. If nothing would stay forever can I just break them myself? "
" Why? "
" Because i think it hurts.. "
" Is it because of that dream again? "
