Xiaojun: What? Me: You heard me. Xiaojun: I can't just stop. Me: Why not? You're the boss.
He chuckles uneasily.
Xiaojun: I built an empire, it took me a long time to gain everyone's respect and trust. I can't just leave. Me: What about when you have kids and get married hm?
He scoffs.
Xiaojun: I wanted to do that with you! But obviously I can't so I'm not doing it at all.
He's so frustrating I just want to choke him.
Me: You'll feel like that for a while but I promise you'll get over it. You'll find someone who can give you what I couldn't.
We don't say anything as we continue our walk down the street. I'm still hurt and confused, but I know for sure there's no hate in my heart for Xiaojun.
My parents wouldn't want me to live my life hating and resenting him.
Me: We don't have to tell the others. Xiaojun: What? Me: It's my decision not to, and I don't want them looking at you any different. Xiaojun: Do you look at me different?
I sigh, not answering his question.
Once we walk into the house all hell breaks loose. I'm being pulled into hugs, yelled at, and interrogated.
Kihyun: We were worried sick! Wonho: Where were you?
I point to Xiaojun.
Me: He found me. Changkyun: Found you? What the hell did you say to her to make her run off in the first place? Me: Relax, what's said on truth hill doesn't leave the hill.
A sleepy Char runs up hugging her brother.
Char: Are you two still friends?
He looks at me expectantly and I nod.
Everyone else went about their business but not Monsta-x nope. I sit in the middle of my bed surrounded by the seven men, I've seen this on pornhub before.
Shownu: Baby, I know you don't expect us to just believe nothing was said to make you cry like that. Jooheon: It's seven of us, one of him. We will win.
I smile sadly.
Me: It's not anything we need to talk about again, he and I worked out our issues..
Kind of.
Me: And it's over. I was just overwhelmed is all.
That's an understatement.
Wonho: We don't like seeing you upset. Me: As sweet as that is you can't protect me from everything. Minhyuk: Said who?
I chuckle.
Me: I'm sleepy. Who's sleeping with me tonight?
All seven push each other falling in different directions.
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Saelee's point of view
I go downstairs to get a drink of water and see San eating a bowl of grapes. He smiles once he sees me offering a seat next to him.
Me: What're you doing up? San: I wanted a midnight snack. Me: It's almost four in the morning. San: Early breakfast.
I laugh, stealing a grape from him in the process.
Me: I talked to Raven. I just wanted to say I'm sorry. San: Why? Me: Separating from the one you love is painful. San: It should be right? But for some reason I don't feel that way, I feel free.
Damn.
That's some heavy shit.
San: Maybe we got married too soon, but is there really a such thing as too soon? Is anyone ever really ready for marriage?
I blink.
Me: Santana is the therapist here not me.
He chuckles, his dimples popping out making my heart flutter. I'm all too familiar with this Choi San: the cutie, the smooth talker, the one you just want to fuck.
Yeah.
San: I know this trip must be awkward for you. Raven and I, Jongho and Angel.
I nod.
Me: I actually talked to Jongho. It amazes me how he has no animosity towards me, he didn't deserve what I did. San: It was my fault too. Me: Hurt people hurt people, huh?
He nods.
San: I didn't want to hurt you though. Me: I know, so you pushed me away. San: Which still hurt you.
I hum.
Me: Do you believe if you love something let it go and if it comes back then..
He smiles softly.
The dim light turns bright making us both squint. Hyungwon lets out a loud yawn before frowning.
Hyungwon: Am I interrupting something? Me: N-no, we were just talking. Want to pull up a seat and join us?
He blinks.
Hyungwon: Who are y'all again?
Oh geez.
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lmao who in the kink series?
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