A Glimpse Into My Brain

I Don't Know Anymore

CW: anxiety mention

I don't know what I'm doing anymore
All I can do is stay alive
But that's not enough

I have school
I have chores
I have animals to take care of
I'm supposed to keep hygienic routines
I can't do any of those things

So welcome to anxiety
We'll, it's really staying in anxiety
I don't remember the last time I wasn't anxious
I know that's not normal
I know I should tell someone
But how could I tell them this and not everything else?
I can't
It's not possible
So I'll keep it a secret

(14/6/11)