Some Days

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TW: implied suicidal thoughts

There are some days where I like to plan my future
The college or university I'll go to
The job I'll get
The people I'll see
The places I want to travel to
The progression I hope to see

Those thoughts never last to long
I honestly don't think I'll survive past 18
And that's being generous
I don't even know if I'll survive this year
So then I don't even want to plan my future
The future I won't get
The time I won't be alive
But some days I want to hope
And that terrifies me

(9/6/21)

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