Fucked Up

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TW: parent problems

You know what's fucked up?
The fact that I thought my childhood was normal
That it was ok
That the things I taught show love
Are the ways I thought love showed itself for the longest time
That the fear
And knowing danger when you see it
Even if that danger is your parent
Is ok
I thought danger was love
I thought anger was love
I thought physical aggression was love
I thought hurting people was ok
And I'm not sure how much of that was me being fucked up since birth

(18/6/21)

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