TW: talk of suicidal thoughts & self harm
It's only now that I'm putting trigger warnings on my poetry
That I realize I talk a lot about suicide
I mean, of course I knew did
I just didn't know how much
Same thing with self harm
It used to upset me to talk about it
And it probably still does if I were to say it out loud
But writing it down only makes me numb
Or, more numb I should say
It's kinda scary
I guess
If my parents knew I talked about it at all
Never mind this much
They'd probably be pissed
Or scared
I'm not sure with my parents anymore
Revelations aren't very much fun when they revolve around how much you talk about killing yourself
I'm not gonna stop though
Sometimes it's the only reason I don't follow through with it
I've been close
But writing or cutting usually calms it down
(25/5/21)
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A Glimpse Into My Brain
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