Hatred

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TW: suicidal thoughts & mentions of death

I deserve peoples hatred
They don't know they hate me yet
And I know it makes me cowardly
I know it makes me even more of a horrible person
I know it makes me manipulative
But I can't tell them
I can't lose them
I'd kill myself if they left
I deserve to die anyways
But I'm so fucking scared

(21/6/21)

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