Hyper Mode

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Well,
I've been in hyper mode for 2 hours now
I've been switching activities rapidly
Landing on one
Then seeing another one to do
And doing that
Repeat, repeat, repeat

The best way I can explain hyper mode is as if I'm super human
I don't feel any pain or at least low pain,
Which is very rare for me,
I don't feel tired
I don't feel emotions
I do feel very fucking shakey though
It feels like I have a giant boost of energy
And I have to keep moving and doing stuff or I'll die
Literally

It started because I was trying to avoid blowing up
I put on Killer In The Mirror
And listened to it
Over, and over, and over again
Then my brain told me to move

So I did
I only stopped because my body started crashing
I could hardly stand
Or keep my back straight
And I was starting to see shadow bugs flying around
Which means I'm tired

But my brain isn't shutting off
To be fair, it never does
But sometimes I'm lucky to have it quiet down before bed
But it's not
My heart is still pounding
I'm still shaking

I'll either pass out
Or it'll calm down and I'll be able to get some sleep
Or maybe not

(25/5/21)

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