TW: abuse?
Growing up was supposed to be fun
It was supposed to be exciting
Right?We were meant to have fun
And mature together
Maybe differently
But still togetherUntil I realized most people aren't this type of mature
The type of mature that makes you sick
The type of mature that you only get when you have to grow up to quickLike a slap to the face
Or a punch in the gut
Or even a grabbing of your wrist and dragging you away from childhoodOr maybe you only get it if you grow up in a house where chaos is normal
Where fighting,
And yelling,
And grabbing,
And spanking,
Were part of the normAnd the real problem is
You don't know that others don't have this
You think that fear is normal
You don't know that it's notYou don't know that it's not normal to be scared of the people you love
You don't know it's not normal to walk on eggshells around those who say they care
You don't understand how other people aren't scared of their parents all the timeYou don't get it
This is supposed to be normal
This has to be normal...
Right?But if not that means...
That means something went wrong
With me
It's my fault
It has to be...
It has to be
Right?(7/5/21)
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A Glimpse Into My Brain
PoesieMy jumbled up brain written out in poetry Please read the note in the book before reading