TW: suicidal thoughts and not feeling real
This is weird
I look around the room I'm in
And I see what I see everyday
But it's wrong
Something about it is wrong
It doesn't seem real
I don't seem real
Nothing seems real
This happens sometimes
It happens a lot actually
It feels like I'm living in a simulation
And the only way to get out is to die
That's why I'm always more likely to kill myself when nothing seems real
If I kill myself the simulation will end
If the simulation ends there's no one to feel sad
No one I can hurt
I know it's supposed to be real
That's why I double check clocks
Making sure I'm not dreaming
But there's no check for a simulation
You just have to wait
Wait for it to end
Wait for yourself to die
I don't want to wait for it though
I just want to end the simulation now
I just want to die
(24/5/21)
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