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TW: self harm & implied suicidal thoughts

I read things about self harm when I need to be numb
I'm not easily triggered by it anymore
It's just a fact of my life

Cut
Bandage
Burn
Nothing

I only "bandage" my cuts to prevent blood on my clothes
I say "bandage" because it's really just toilet paper taped to me with medical tape

I'm fucked up
But doing it
Or reading about it
Numbs me enough to get through the night
And that's all I'm asking

(18/6/21)

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