It's scary when you think about it
Control, I mean
When you really think about it how much can you actually control?
The only things that I can control are:
How I present myself to others, and even then it's hard
And where I cut,
How deep it is,
Whether or not I let the blood fall down my leg,
Or if I put something over it right away
I'm a control freak I know
I need control over things
But if I couldn't control my self-harm
It wouldn't take long for me to kill myself
(10/5/21)
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A Glimpse Into My Brain
PoetryMy jumbled up brain written out in poetry Please read the note in the book before reading
