Fuck This!

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TW: implied death & suicidal thoughts

Was she in pain?
Did she spend her last minutes in fear?
Did we help?
What could we have done?
What did the doctors miss?
Did I do it?
Why did it happen?
What went wrong?

I can't get the questions out of my head
It's been over two months now
It's just sinking in
I hate this
I hate not knowing
I hate that it was my fault
I hate this
I hate this
I fucking hate this!
I FUCKING HATE THIS!
She didn't deserve to die!
She was 10 for fucks sake!
Fuck this
Fuck all of this
I want to die
I deserve to be dead

(3/7/21)

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