bts pregnancy scenarios (+ editing)

I'm Sorry: Yoongi 🌹

Word count:1273
By the way pcos means Polycystic ovary syndrome. This can make it extremely hard to have children.
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"Maybe you have pcos, Mrs min guess that's why you're finding difficulty getting pregnant. I recommend you to go through some tests to make sure of it otherwise I'm writing down some meds for easy fertilization, maybe they'll help" the doctors consolidating words echoed through my mind as soon as we get out of the clinic. I see yoongi on the wheels, he is only concentrating on driving, he hasn't even asked me if I'm okay or that everything is gonna be alright, he just seems so off.
I gulp as I feel my throat getting heavy, I just try to fight back my tears..... 'No y/n everything is gonna be fine, you don't have anything wrong with your reproductory system' I try to console myself. Well yoongi and I have been married for almost 2 years now and we've known each other since a long time, longer than I could even remember. He proposed to me back in college, it was our last day and I was on cloud 9 when he bought me a diamond ring and he legit proposed me in a dramatic "clichéd" way, something that wasn't expected of swaggy yoongi at all.

But times change everything.... It has been about an year we've been trying for a baby but I don't know why I can't conceive. It has gotten us both worried but he was so caring saying all sweet nothing's and making me feel relaxed that we can always try later but I've been noticing him for four days now and he's acting so differently, he won't talk to me. He just bought me to the clinic only because I asked him to.
And now of course as I can tell he's a bit pissed at the doctor's remark that I MIGHT be having pcos, well she said might, she's not confirmed.

I take a sigh as we finally reach home. He gets out of the car without caring about me and I slowly follow him to our house. "yeobo.... why aren't you talking" I manage to break the ice. He turns around and gives me a cold stare which daunts me a little as I've never seen him this mad before. He pulls out the door keys from his pocket and tends to unlock the door when I put a hand on his shoulder and squeeze it, "yeobo I hope these pills are gonna wor.."
"just shut up for once will you!?!" He yells at me.
"it's been weeks, months, an year we are trying and you think this" he snatches the pills from my hands, "this is gonna work?"
"why y/n.... why do I feel that you're to blame for all of this, huh?"
I am completely taken aback, unable to register for a moment about what he just said, "what? yoongi.... I.... seriously? You think I am to blame for not getting pregnant?" My voice cracks and a tear falls down my eyes "seriously stop being so whiny, y/n. Crying doesn't really helps in making things work right, okay" he scoffs at me "I feel you just don't want a baby, you have been on a birth control, haven't you?
I am left speechless, I start sobbing hard.
How dare he, how could he say this to me? I've always been so optimistic on the outside even though I was completely broken on the inside whenever I saw those failed pregnancy tests left laying down besides me, with my mind screaming out loud "where did I go wrong?" and all I hear today is that it is MY fault?
He finally unlocks the house door and walks inside, I left with no choice try to move too.

"HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!!"
The lights turn on and we see yoongi's friends standing by the dining table, with a giant cake on it and the whole room festooned.
I couldn't help but start sobbing and hug yoongi's hard chest.
I don't know, this sight of happiness just made me breakdown.
Everyone gets still and all the noise that they were making comes to a halt realizing how bad I was sobbing.
"umm y/n...." I hear taehyung calling out my name with deep concern, "what.... umm you fine?"
I don't answer but just keep on sobbing, making yoongi's shirt drench with my tears.
He slowly raises his hand and carefully pats my back affectionately, just what I wanted.... "shhh stop.... it's okay, jagi"
"I... I... I am... s..sorry ye..yeobo" I say while sobbing and hiccuping hard.
Jungkook quickly brings me a glass of water, "thanks" yoongi says taking the glass from him and gestures me towards our bedroom.

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It's been about 30 minutes I am lying on bed, I see the door opening and find yoongi getting inside, "they've left" he says and puts his hands in his jeans pockets.
He comes closer and sits next to me. He carefully examines my face, "aishh! How long have you been crying huh?"
He kisses my forehead and cups my face, "I'm sorry for what I said earlier, I didn't really mean it".
"I am sorry, I really am, yoongi. It's my fault that I can't get pregnant. But I promise I haven't been on control. I swear" my voice cracks and I start crying again.
"hushhhh" he rubs the small of my back, "stop crying now, we are still young, we can always try again, hmm?" He smiles at me and kisses my forehead again.
"I love you y/n-ah, I love you"

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"Yeobo are you sure you have everything?" I yelled from the apartment to Yoongi.
"Yah....come on I don't want to keep her waiting" Yoongi yelled.
I smiled and walked out of our apartment to Yoongi who was struggling to set up the car seat.
"You okay babe" I ask holding in my laugh.
"Aishhh....just get in I.almost.have.It....DONE!!!' He yells making me laugh.
We both start our drive and are very anxious to meet your little girl.
You came so far. Finally after 3 years of failed attempts of trying for a baby we two finally have come to truce and decided to adopt a baby girl. It's our first day to meet her at the hospital.
As we pulled up to the hospital we were greeted by Yoongi and my friends.
"Here you go for the little one" jungkook said handing me a little lion plushy.
I smile at his sweet gesture.
"Awe kookie she'll love it"
We all walked into the hospital with our bags in hand and care seat.
Today was the day we will have our family.
We were greeted by many nurses and finally the doctor.
"Ah..Mr and Mrs. Min please this way" the doctor said leading me and Yoongi down a long hallway with many rooms.
"You first.." the doctor said.
Me and Yoongi walk in there she was.
Our little one.
She was bundled in a pink blanket with a light blue bow on top.
Tears rushed to my eyes and I turned to see Yoongi in tears as well.
"Jagi....we finally have our baby"
I smiled and kissed him and wiped his tears away.
I walked in closer to see her and finally I felt that we made the right decision to stop putting myself through the pain of not conceiving.
Even though she was adopted it was as if she was our own.
I picked her up and held her. Tears fell on her cheek causing her to wake up. She looked at me and Yoongi and smiled.
Finally we had the family I thought I would never get.
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