Dear Future Husband

December 2, 2018

Dear Future Wife,

I did it.

I told Clarissa no.

She's mad.

Very mad.

"What's wrong with you! You're a guy! You should want sex! Be a fucking man and satisfy your girlfriend!" She had yelled at me, though my subconscious mind was thinking the same thing.

I just stood there like an idiot as she yelled at me, and I said nothing. I let her rant and scream and shove me and when she was done, all I said was "Does this mean we broke up?"

She just scoffed and walked away.

I don't know what that meant.

Girls are so complicated.

But I think I secretly, deep down, wanted to be.

Just to avoid this situation.

Just to avoid the drama and the shame.

Just to find a girl that cares a little bit more about me and less about sex.

But I really like her.

Help me see the truth.

Help me.

Love,

Grant