Dear Future Husband

December 5, 2018

Dear Future Wife,

Clarissa didn't break up with me.

She actually apologized.

She said she was sorry for pressuring me and said that it wasn't right to yell at me for not wanting to have sex. "When you're ready." She had said, almost mocking me.

So far, there hasn't been anyone talking about me being a pussy virgin, which was good.

I guess everything worked out?

I don't know, I still feel weird.

She definitely is going to hold this against me, and it definitely won't be good for our relationship, but I wasn't willing to change that for her. I guess this would just be a test if she was going to be a bitch about this and hold it against me, because if she did then I would know she really doesn't care.

But I shouldn't have to test her in the first place...

Will I ever be right?

Will I ever figure out women?

-Grant