The Genius Above Elites

Vol 3 Chapter 4.222222222222?

Dear my waker

Episode 0.1; Her death

I'm sleepy..........

I've been walking in the forest back towards the campsite for so long now. It feels like it's been an eternity, but it really should have only been about 30 minutes and I've barely made any progress.

The main campsite was ten minutes away, I should have made it there 20 minutes ago....why do I feel so damn slow? It's like my legs are about to break here, fuck this hurts........

I'm trying to pass the time but thinking of an interesting conversation to myself.

Cold sweat rolls down my back, my eyeballs are nearly rotated all the way to the back of my head. Wow....I can hear my heart pumping, is this normal? What is normal anymore?

Ugh I just want to take a nap somewhere and let this end, my eyes are giving out and drool is dripping down from the corners of my mouth. What an I working towards again? Hang on, where am I? What am I doing here in the forest.....

Ah....this crap is like it came straight out from some anime or manga, I can barely see the bmgreen of the trees and plants anymore. They're all dyed a dark red, is it just me?

"G-god.....I'm moving at a s-snails pace..." About one step every 30 seconds on the clock, two steps a minute. At this rate I'll be at whatever location I need to be in three days or so.

Great, it's started to rain too

I stare up at the rain pouring down from the sky as I slowly make my way towards this location. Feeling every ounce of pain in my body with each step I take, I probably look like some freak of a monster right now but really I'm just a high school student.

I'm nothing special

I've known that since the start of my life, since birth I've been held as special when in reality I'm still regarded as a human being by nature. As long as I can hold this level of intelligence I am and will forever become a human, the thing I hate most.

This pain is unbearable, why am I still alive?

I don't know what I'm working my way towards, I can't see the oath in front of me and it's starting to become more and more narrow with each blink I take. It's hot...... it's hot despite the cold rain. Is this rain some form of acid? My skin feels like it's about to peel off.

Was I meant for this world?

What am I saying now? There's nothing else but this path in front of me, I've taken no less than three steps now and still nothing in sight. I'm about to puke my guts out from my body, I was never meant for this world and I know it.

Was it worth it?

No....not at all. As frustrating as it is to admit, I'm powerless. I've never felt so  dead in my life, am I already dead actually? Am I walking towards the gates if hell? If so, wow......hell is more welcoming than I thought. Could have been nicer though... Still it's hel so what the hell did I expect?

Ahhhhhhh........I feel much lighter now, actually no nevermind- I've always been this light. The saying 'walking on air' exist and I bleive it means being happy in English, but honestly this experience feels much like the saying and it's making me want to die already. So this is how astronauts feel? This is kinda fun....