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Saturday:
It was around 3 am when I woke up I couldn't breathe. I groaned fuckkkk because I was having an anxiety attack I yawned and it hurt really bad. I kept taking small breaths because I thought I was having a heart attack. I just stayed still my eyes started watering because I missed andy so much a little while later my chest stopped hurting I got up and grabbed my phone and went to the restroom. I walked out and went downstairs and into the kitchen and grabbed a water. I closed it and I started crying and sat against the counter I buried my head against my knees a little while later Chris came downstairs so he could leave for work. He walked in the kitchen and put phone down and said babe I looked at him with puffy eyes he said hey come here I stood up and buried my head in his chest and he kept rubbing my back. He said I know you miss him so much we all do and I said yea I do he said how about you try calling Andy I shook my head and he said ok. He picked up his phone and andy groaned fuckkkk dad it's literally 4 am he said your girlfriend is having a panic attack call her he said oh shit ok. A couple seconds later my phone started ringing he answered it and put it by my ear I pulled back and said hello and held my phone. He said hey babe I miss you and I smiled and said I miss you more. He smiled and said hey everything is going to be ok I will be home before you know it I said yea a fuckin year he laughed and said no actually I said huh he said only two months not a year. I started smiling and said really he said yea only two months I said even better he laughed and said yep I bet I made you feel better. Chris said oh ok I guess I'm off of work today and I said ok awesome. He said ok I guess I can go back to sleep lacey walked downstairs and said 4 in the got damn morning I laughed and said yea she said oh babe you look sad I said yea I am. She gave me a hug and her dad said I'm off today she said oh ok cool she said you talking to Andrew I smiled and said yea. She said aww I said only two months lacey hallelujah praise Jesus we all started laughing andy said oh my God and started laughing his ass off. Everyone said andy shut the hell up and he couldn't breathe it was hilarious he said oh fuck me I said wellll your not home he said oh shit and I laughed. Me and Andy talked for a little while till I calmed down then I hung up. Amy came downstairs and said what in the hell is going on Chris said Lilly was having a really bad panic attack and I called andy then lacey came downstairs and andy is only going to be gone for 2 months and I'm off today. She said ok lots of information right now but Lilly you ok hun I smiled and said yea she said ok. Me and lacey gave her mom and dad a hug and went back upstairs and plugged our phones in and fell back asleep at 6 am we were both extremely exhausted. At around 11 am her dad came in her room and said girls it's 11 am we groaned fuckkkk ok. We both got up and yawned we used the restroom and went downstairs Amy was face timing andy I was super exhausted I felt like a zombie so did lacey. Chris walked back into the kitchen her mom moved the phone to me and lacey she jumped on my back I said oh shit and we fell andy laughed and said holy shit are you ok. I groaned ow fuckkkk you bitch and laughed we both got up and walked into the kitchen Chris said are you ok I said she literally jumped on my back. Lacey said element of supeise I said bitch element of fuckin murder we all started laughing and I said ow my body hurts and I leaned into Chris and he said aw and kissed my head. Andy said damn babe she knocked ya ass over I said uh ye Andrew I wasn't expecting it she laughed and said ha bitch. I looked at her she said oh shit and started running I said I'm gonna fucking kill you and I ran after her everyone started laughing. Lacey slammed the door in my face and I said fuck he said oh no my nose started bleeding Chris yelled LILLY ARE YOU OK. Amy started freaking out and I came downstairs covering my nose Chris quickly covered it lacey opened the door and said shit she ran downstairs and said oh my God. Andy looked like he was absolutely about to shit himself I started laughing and said oh my God that fuckin hurt andy said holy shit are you ok I laughed and said yea. My nose stopped bleeding a little while later I said it's not broken thank God I had to throw the rag away and I washed my hands and face. Lacey ended up cleaning up all the blood I laughed and said well I miss you andy said uh yea me fuckin too. It was hilarious we all ended up chilling in the living room I didn't tell my mom though. I said so that was fun lacey laughed and said uhh righttt and we all laughed our assses off I ended up going home today because lacey got grounded I fell asleep really quickly anyway.