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101 Monday

MONDAY:

I woke up at 3am and groaned fuckkkk I started cramping so bad. I rolled off of andy and got out of bed I went over to the bathroom and took medicine. I used the restroom and said fuckkk great I had to get another pair of underwear and changed and put on a different pad. I put on new shorts and went downstairs and put them in the washing machine and decided to do a load of laundry for the night. I yawned and stretched I washed my hands and chilled on the couch. 4am rolled around I put the clothes in the dryer andy said babe I jumped he said oh my bad let me help you and I laughed. I turned on the dryer and said did I bleed on you andy looked down and said no I said ok good and laughed I gave andy a kiss and he smiled. Andy hoisted me up and carried me back to bed and I started laughing. He said why are you up and doing laundry I bit my lip and andy said it's ok babe you can tell me. I said I ruined my clothes he said eh that's not good I said yea I know me and Andy got into our room and he closed the door and locked it. Andy set me down carefully and said do you need anything I said no he yawned and said it'd 4am I said yea I know. Andy layed down and said come here I said I don't want to ruin more clothes he sighed and said ok put on my boxers and put your hair up I said no its ok. I took off my shirt and put it on my night stand and climbed into bed and stayed beside andy and didn't cuddle him. Andy rolled his eyes and grabbed me and pulled me closer I yelped and stared laughing and so did andy he laughed and kissed me. Andy said I don't care if you bleed on me I wanna cuddle I laughed and said ok. I cuddled against andy I said I love you he said I love you more Lilly and he kissed my head and we fell asleep. I fell asleep a couple minutes later andy fell asleep against me and he smiled I smiled as well. A little while later it was 11am I woke up and yawned and stretched I felt like my uterus was screaming. I said ughhhh I hate everything I rolled over and got up and changed my pad. I put on my shirt and went downstairs andy followed me as well and I laughed and he Picked me up and my legs went up in the air and andy started laughing. We went into the kitchen and he put me down I checked on the clothes and turned on the dryer again. Amy and Chris were cooking breakfast andy walked over to them I went into the living room and Cc and Lacey were loving on each other. I said ew gross and scoffed lacey said well its not my fault your on your period and she started laughing Cc said be nice she said what I am. I rolled my eyes and walked into the kitchen and made a disgusted noise and face andy said oh boy do I have to beat my sister up. I sat down at the table and Cc and lacey walked in smiling and holding hands andy looked at me. I looked the other way and just made a disgusted face andy sighed and walked over to me and sat down beside me and kissed my head. Cc and lacey sat across from us I just played on my phone Cc and andy talked and laughed while our parents cooked. Lacey texted me for no reason.

LACEY: I know your on your period but why are you being so bitchy.

LILLY: UMMMM EXSCUSE ME THE FUCK.

LACEY: calm down prissy pants its not that serious lmaoooo 🤣🤣 u know I love you.

LILLY: You are soooo fucking annoying and leave me alone bitch.

Lacey scoffed and put her phone down and so did I. Andy said ohhhh shit and coughed and looked out the window. I looked at him and said really he looked at me and said oh hey babe and kissed me but I turned my head andy rolled his eyes and kissed my head instead. A couple minutes later the food was done and set on the table every one started digging in except for me. I just looked at the floor and I grabbed my phone and texted my real dad.

LILLY: Hey dad what are you doing today.

MY EX DAD: Hey babe how are you I'm working.

LILLY: Oh ok cool what are you doing this weekend are u busy.

MY EX DAD: Umm I don't think I'm busy probably just gonna hang out with my family and grandkids.

When my dad said that I felt my heart start to break but I just ignored it. Everyone was eating and talking and laughing andy was having a fun time. Lacey kept making him laugh and I smiled slightly and continued looking down.

LILLY: I was wondering if me and Andy could come hang out with you guys.

MY EX DAD: Ummn I'm not sure we might have plans on going to Florida for the weekend to hang out as a family maybe next time.

LILLY: Oh ok cool no problem hope you have fun.

MY EX DAD: Love you so much Lilly and I'm very proud of you.

LILLY: K cool love u dad gtg.

I put my phone down and finally let out a breathe I didn't know I was holding in. Andy put down his fork and said babe are you ok. My eyes started watering and I said yea I'm fine I wiped my eyes he said hey woah why are you crying. I said it's not important andy said yes it is hey babe please talk to me but I didn't budge. Andy pulled my face to look at him he said please what's wrong I kissed Andy and said nothing is wrong. He smiled against my lips and pulled back he said your a shit liar Lilly tell me please. I said no I'm fine andy rolled his eyes and said fine don't tell me what's wrong just bottle it up and get hurt. I said exsfuckingscue me what the hell did you just say. Andy said I said to just bottle up all your feelings until you fucking explode on someone you care about. I said fuck you Andrew and got off of the chair and stormed out of the kitchen. Andy also stormed out the kitchen every one followed us as well. Andy said WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM LILLY. I turned around and looked at him and said WHO THE HELL ARE YOU YELLING AT. Andy said uh I don't know you I said why are you yelling at mme. Andy raised his voice and said NO DON'T CHANGE THE SUBJECT WHY ARE YOU SO MAD. I said ONE I DIDN'T CHANGE THE FUCKING SUBJECT AT ALL AND TWO YOU ARE NOT GOING TO YELL AT ME. Andy gave no fucks my heart was racing out of my chest andy said I SAID WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU MAD TELL ME RIGHT NOW LILLY ROSE BIERSACK. I said GUESS WHAT MY DAD DOESN'T WANT TO FUCKING SEE ME AND HES GOING TO FLORIDA WITH HIS HOE AND HWR KIDS ARE YOU HAPPY. MY DAD DOESN'T WANT TO FUCKING SEE ME OR BE A PART OF MY LIFE. Andy went completely silent I started crying and ran up the stairs my throat hurt so bad I slammed the bathroom door and locked it. Andy ran upstairs and started knocking on the door I put my phone down and just started crying my eyes out. Andy said babe plzzz open the door I'm worried I said go away.