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149 Friday

FRIDAY JULY 5TH MY 21ST BIRTHDAY 🍾🍷:

Today is officially my 21st birthday I'm legal to drink bitch 🤪😜.  I can't believe I'm 21 now it doesn't feel real I can't wait to get fucked up later with everyone. I checked my phone and it said midnight we all headed inside a little while later. My parents went to bed and we all left and headed to our houses. After we all got home we all got ready for bed and went to sleep after. A couple of hours later I woke up and groaned fuckkkk and yawned and stretched and got out of bed. I yawned and went into the bathroom and closed the door. I brushed my hair and teeth and also used the restroom then headed downstairs. I took care of the animals then decided to make coffee to help wake me up. After I made coffee I headed upstairs and climbed into bed and played on my phone. I chilled on my phone and drank coffee and Andy woke up and groaned fuckkkk and yawned and stretched. Andy said good morning Lilly I smiled and said morning. Andy smiled and said happy birthday baby I smiled and said thanks and smiled. I put my cup down and yawned and stretched and cuddled against Andy. He kissed my head and said are you excited about your birthday I said yea I'm excited. Andy laughed and said I bet and he kissed my head and squeezed me lightly. A couple minutes later Amy and Chris came in our room and said good morning guys. I smiled and said hey mom and dad they said good morning birthday girl. I started laughing and said oh how fun I can't believe its my birthday I feel old as shit. Andy said shut the fuck up I'm turning 31 I hate you. We all started laughing together and I shook my head and bit my lip. Andy got out of bed and went into the bathroom and closed the door. Amy and Chris headed downstairs and they took care of the animals. Andy brushed his hair and teeth and he also used the restroom then headed back into our room. I grabbed my cup and headed downstairs Chris was making breakfast. I used the restroom then headed into the kitchen I put my cup in the sink. Andy helped Chris make breakfast for everyone I opened the fridge and took out the vodka. Andy said oh no baby it's 9 am we all started laughing together. I said ugh ok and I put the vodka back and pouted and walked over to Amy. She said aw my baby and she gave me a hug and kissed my head. I sat down on a barstool and watched the guys cook breakfast. Amy also sat next to me on a barstool and I checked my notifications on my phone. Andy and Chris were laughing together and I sighed and put my phone down. I rested my head on my arm and sighed and Amy said you ok hun. I said I still can't believe my dad is dead Andy said oh yea I still can't believe it either. I said I still feel like it's my fault Andy said no he shouldn't have acted like an asshole. My brother misses him as well and we have definitely bonded over some difficult shit. A little while later the food was done and we all ate breakfast together and talked about random shit and laughed. I stayed quiet and didn't really say anything Amy noticed and said Lilly I understand you still miss your dad.  I said yea she said it is also not your fault and his wife shouldn't have done what she did. I said yea and sighed and finished eating and picked up my dishes. Andy did the dishes and we all headed upstairs and changed and got ready for the day. A little while later we all headed to my mom's house with the alcohol. We all got inside and set up the party lacey and Cc came over a little while later. The rest of the guys came over after they were finished doing what they were doing. A little while later my brother his wife and his friends came over and I gave them all hugs. My brother gave me a hug and said I love you so much Lilly I said I love you more bub. My eyes started watering he said hey sis what's wrong I said I miss dad he kissed my forehead and said I know me too. I said yea Andy said hey no Lilly Biersack no fucking crying understood. I said ok and headed into the kitchen and we all headed inside the kitchen. My dad lit the candles on the cake my mom filmed everyone singing happy birthday. I bit my lip and my face went red I looked around the room and smiled. I blew out the candles and everyone started cheering and clapping. I bit my lip and could hear my dad saying I love you so much Lilly. I sighed and took a deep breath and said fuck it let's party everyone started laughing. After we ate cake my brother started pouring the shots. Andy and Cc were not going to drink and neither are my parents or the kids. Me and lacey cheered and we took a shot I coughed when the alcohol hit my throat. I said holy shit that burned lacey said 21 bitches and we all started laughing together. We all started laughing and taking more shots. A couple of shots in I was extremely warm and I walked around the house and looked for andy. Everyone was laughing and being crazy I felt like I was about to have a panic attack. I couldn't breathe and I kept looking for andy I went in the living room and he looked up at me and said hey you ok. I busted out crying and said I killed my father Andy stood up and hoisted me up and brought me outside and he closed the door. Andy pressed his back against the house and said Lilly you did not fucking kill your dad.

I said I know and put my cheek on his shoulder he said honey I think your done drinking for the night. I said ok a little while later we headed inside my brother turned on some music and we all jammed out together. A little while later I started to feel a lot better and stopped thinking about my Dad and enjoyed myself. Me and lacey laughed and danced around the living room and I gave her a hug. My brother was acting like a girl and laughing we all started laughing together and I shook my head. A couple of hours later we all went to bed me and Andy slept in my room. My dad brought out some air mattresses and put them in the living room. A little while later everyone fell asleep for the night.