my best friends brother

150 Saturday

SATURDAY:

I woke up and groaned fuckkkk and yawned and stretched and my head was pounding from last night. I said oh my God I wanna die I got up and took some medicine and drank some water. I went into the bathroom and closed the door and brushed my hair and teeth and also used the restroom. I headed back into my room and Andy was still completely knocked out and snoring lightly. I sighed and said what the fuck I hate every thing right now. I layed down and felt my eyes watering and my heart was pounding and I couldn't breathe. I felt like my body was about to give out on me I started crying and covered my face. Andy woke up and groaned fuckkkk and yawned and stretched and said Lilly. I sat up and looked at Andy he said fuckin hell come here. I sat next to Andy and got comfortable under the blanket and he kissed my head. I covered my face with the blanket while I cried. Andy kissed my head and said I know you miss your dad Lilly and I know it hurts. I said yea it does a lot and he still treated me like shit and took her side. Andy sighed and said yea I know of course he is always gonna take her side. A little while later I calmed down and me and Andy headed downstairs a little while later. Everyone was awake and drinking water they were hungover. I felt slightly miserable but I didn't feel like I wanted to throw up. I hung out downstairs with everyone else and we all talked about random shit and laughed together. I sat down by andy and got comfortable and stayed next to him the whole time. A couple of hours later everyone left and headed to their houses. Lacey and Cc decided to come over so we could have a sleep over. Andy and Cc picked up food and brought it home me and lacey were in our pajamas. I rested my head on her shoulder and said lacey does it get easier she laughed and said yes Lilly it does I said ok. A little while later the guys came home and we all started eating dinner together. I looked at Andy and he said babe you ok I said yea but it hurts how my dad left and he never said I love you after. Andy said they never took their stuff with them when they left. I said huh he said yea I just stored it away so you wouldn't see it. I said thank you he said no of course I smiled and looked at lacey she said fuck your dad. I said period and she smiled and said we are gonna have a fun night I said ok. A little while later we all headed inside and watched movies together. Lacey and Cc went into their room for the night. I cuddled against Andy and he kissed my head and said good night baby. I said good night Andrew and I got comfortable and fell asleep a couple minutes later.