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59 Tuesday

TUESDAY:
I woke up extremely early like 5 fucking am early. I couldn't go back to sleep so I said ugh fuck it and got up. I was in a lot of pain and went to the bathroom needless to say I had to shit 🤣🤣 anyways I feel much better. I went downstairs to make coffee and almost tripped down the fucking stairs. My dad laughed and said you ok I laughed and said shut up and went give him a hug. He said hey good morning Lilly and kissed my head I said hey I'm just coming get coffee he said ok. I finished making my coffee and told my dad bye and went back into my room and listened to music and drank my coffee on my bed. I decided to get my clothes out when I went back into my room. I used the restroom like 5 times because coffee makes me have to pee a lot lmao. Sooo Prom is this weekend and me and lacey are like super fucking excited about it me and Andy have been talking about Prom plans as well. Andy is also really excited about it I asked him to be my date and he said um absofuckinglutey and I laughed and said ok future husband and he said ok future wife and we both started laughing our asses off. I checked my phone and it said 6 am I groaned fuckkkk I'm exhausted. I went downstairs and put my cup in the sink and went back to my room and used the restroom then went back to my room and layed down on my bed and chilled on my phone. I called andy and he answered he groaned fuck lil shadow do you know what time it Is. I laughed and said 6 am he said yea im tired I said you have to get up soon eventually he said 7 am is when I wake up now how may I help you. I laughed and said I love you he smiled and said well I love you more now may I please go back to sleep I laughed and said yes bye he said bye and hung up I laughed and said my baby and smiled and bit my lip. A little while later at 6:30 my mom came into my room and turned on my lights I said fuckk mom that's bright and she laughed. My mom closed my door and walked downstairs I got up and went to the bathroom and yawned and stretched. I used the restroom and brushed my hair and teeth. I put my hair in a messy bun in the bathroom and walked into my room and got my clothes I put on a batman shirt and ripped skinny jeans. I sprayed on some body spray and put some chapstick on and a little mascara and grabbed my phone and turned off my lamp. I put my shoes on and grabbed my bag and headed out of my room and closed my door and walked downstairs and used the restroom again and sat on the couch. My mom said you ready about prom I said oh my God yes she said you also graduate in 2 months I said I know I can't believe it she said neither can I. I sighed and said damn I'm old and started laughing my step brother said yep and laughed I said shut the hell up I'm only 18 years old. Lacey turns 19 before me my birthday is July 5th we talked about going on a trip for my 19th birthday but we aren't sure because of the wedding so that's fun. Me and Andy talked about planning the wedding after I graduated and turned 19 and my family said that was a good idea so I wouldn't stress over it. A little while later andy called and yawned I said hey he laughed and said hey sorry I'm here I said ok byeee love you he said bye love you too and hung up. I walked out side and told everyone bye and love you and closed the front door. I walked outside and started laughing I said wow I'm getting married after how fucking amazing and then it hit me I stopped walking. I said holy shit I'm getting married I said oh my God I'm growing up and I'm not ready Andy said HEY BABE ARE YOU OK. I came back to reality and said yea he said ok I started walking over to his car and hopped in and closed the door. I said I just started contemplating life choices Andy said hey woah big words I laughed and said I know right we all started laughing. Andy turned on the radio and I buckled up and he started driving the wind felt really good against my face. I looked out the window and smiled the whole way to school. Andy dropped us off and left me and lacey walked into school she said hey you ok. I sighed and said I can't believe I'm getting married she said you know you don't have to do it right I said oh my God no I want to do it I guess I'm just scared of growing up. Lacey said well that's understandable she said maybe you should tell andy that you wanna plan for the wedding in a year so you don't feel stressed out I said ok so when I turn 20 lacey said yes so you can get a job and focus on your self a little more. I gave her a hug and said thanks lacey she said of course I said I love you she said I love you too Lilly. Me and lacey walked to class we both sat in our seat and I sighed andy texted me I'm home babe I said ok. Lacey: hey Andrew can I talk to you about something serious when I get home like in person? Andy🖤: yea sure babe is everything ok. Lacey: yea I just need to talk about some serious adult things. Andy🖤: ok I don't mind I'll get you and drop off my sister and we can head to the beach and talk in the car. Lacey: ok sounds good love you. Andy 🖤: love you too babe bye. I put my phone in my purse and said ok I'm gonna talk to him after school lacey said good and we both smiled and laughed.