Miscarriage E.D

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Faith

Every single emotion showed vanishes from my face in a matter of seconds.

Tears stream down my face senselessly unable to hold them in.

I feel empty.

I feel lost.

I feel nothing.

Ethan

The doctor stands before us giving is the worst news you could ever receive.

She had a miscarriage

"I'm so sorry," the doctor says to Faith but Faith is clearly unable to process anything.

She blankly stares at the wall as tears continue to fall down her beautiful face.

She doesn't say much. She simply stays quiet the whole time.

It hurts me dearly too but I need to be strong for Faith.

It affected both of us in a sad negative way but it hit Faith even more.

"Hey Faith," I say tapping her shoulder lightly as I talk in a soft mellow tone.

Faith doesn't move an inch as she continues to stare blankly at the wall.

"Babe please look at me," I say desperately to get her attention.

"I lost it," she says as her voice slightly cracks at the end.

"Hey look at me" I whisper softly.

"I'm so sorry" she sobs.

I decide to sit on the bed and face her instead.

She looks at me for a split second before looking down.

"It's not your fault Faith," I say as I place my hand under her chin and lift it up so she could look up at me.

"This is my fault I could of- I - I," she says before she breaks down.

I hold her in my arms as she cries on my shoulder probably leaving tear stains on my shirt that I wouldn't mind.

Don't cry E

I kept repeating to myself.

Seeing her in such pain made me want to start crying with her.

"I love you and we are both getting through this" I mumble into her ear.

Finally, a tear slips out of my eyes but I quickly blink it away.

"What are going to do," she says as she looks up at me.

"We'll try again if you want to. If not I'm open to the idea of adoption or surrogacy. Anything you want." I say kissing her forehead.

She nods her head as she buries her head in my chest.

Faith

It's still hard to take everything in at the moment but Ethan being here with me makes it not all seem dark.

I continue to hug him tightly as my tears finally dry out.

"You should get some rest," he says.

I nod my head and let go of him as I lay down in the hospital bed.

He gets up and sits on the hospital chair next to me.

"Ethan, can you please lay down with me?" I ask.

"Of course," he says with a small smile.

I scoot over and let him lay down next to me.

I rest my head in his chest and begin to slowly close my eyes.

"Goodnight love" he whispers.

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A/n

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