One Rule! • JK x Reader•

105. We really like you

The morning following the Christmas party was full of warm cuddles and exactly like what the whole night had been after you'd snuggled under the covers with Jungkook; he woke up slowly after you'd ran your fingers softly through his hair a couple of times and then he'd drowned you in soft kisses, and it was amazing. There was a moment within it where you wished more than anything that this could be a normal every day occurrence, where you don't have to constantly hide how you feel about each other.

In your heart though, every so often, you scare yourself half to death because the feelings you have for Jungkook are, massive; they're greater than just saying 'I like him' and it boarders so closely on your heart screaming 'it's love' and push it down and hide it every single time.

You can't love him!

You shouldn't even be messing around with him!

It's so much more than messing around now, and you know it!

Christmas Day brought its own pleasures too; you did at least get to spend the day with him, he did as he planned in the hotel, he asked the others if it would be a good idea to ask you round for a drink and or, food, seeing as you were spending the day alone and so everyone was on board and they asked you around to the dorm and of course you went and spent most of the day huddled next to Jungkook on their sofa watching movies with everyone else. They didn't notice the slight fingertip grazes on your thigh from Jungkook and they didn't notice when you'd dropped your hand down the side of your legs and held Jungkook's hand because you missed him even though he was right there!

You were forever grateful when everyone stayed in the living room while you went to the kitchen for a drink of water right before you left and he followed you a moment later managing to just about to sneak a sly kiss in before anyone spotted you both; he leaned in and trapped you between himself and the fridge, crashing his lips to yours causing you to let out a quiet breathy moan against his mouth that he soon swallowed in case anyone caught on.

So now, the relationship between the two of you was progressing and with every sweet night that Jungkook ever managed to stay over at your apartment, the closeness between you only ramped up, only became stronger and more flammable; the times in your office when he came in because he needed to see you, because he probably hadn't touched you or kissed you for a day, threw your world into spirals because now all you wanted was to be with him all the time, the times you had together, it just simply felt like it wasn't enough anymore.

The February weather was still cold, winter still very much had a grip on everything and alone in your apartment at night only made you crave Jungkook even more; there were times when you'd considered calling Jinsoo to tell her about how you was feeling, ask her if everything you're going through is really love or if your heart has just been blind sided by him? It's scary. It's becoming more and more like you're in love, your heart is consumed by him. Jungkook! Jungkook! Jungkook!

- - -

"Hey?" Jimin smiles at the door to your office.

"Hey come in? Are you alright?"

Jimin wanders through your office and slumps down into the chair Jungkook always sits in when he's visiting you; "I'm good, I wanted to ask if you want to come over for a meal and some drinks? you know on Friday, seeing as we actually have the weekend off?"

"Erh... I, I mean, yeah that sounds good..." you stumble over your words because of course you want to go to the guys dorm, it means you're spending time with Jungkook, "... is... are you sure that it's okay that your assistant keeps hanging out with you? That, like, is it weird, can I just come round to eat?"

"You're our friend too! And, if you're worrying about press or anything... it's very rare we have any at all near the dorm because there is some sort of barrier between us and the press but even if they did, well, like you say, you're our assistant" Jimin smiles softly and you smile happily back.

"I... thank you, I, I'm glad you all see me as your friend..."

"Y/N?"

You blink, "hmm?"

"Everything's okay yeah? With the job? And us and stuff?" Jimin sounds like he's stumbling over his words a little.

"Yes, thank you... I, I really enjoy my job and I..." you giggle gently, "... I'm so happy you all like me, I feared you wouldn't"

"We really like you Y/N, I hope you stay for a very long time..." there's a silence that follows and you don't really know what to say, but then he breathes and starts again, "... Jungkook is... different..."

"Different?" You question with a confused look.

"Yeah, he's I dunno... I wouldn't say distant with us but, I love him I do and I want him to enjoy his life his way but... sometimes, now I ask him things and he pushes me away, but yet at the same time I see him around you and... he's different." Jimin leans on his palm and stares at you.

"He's just... growing up maybe? I... people can alter as they get older, I mean, look at him with the gym and working out, but we stopped that... I think..."

Jimin nods, "yeah I guess..."

You try as hard as you can to push away the thoughts that had started swirling in your head; he's getting older, yeah, he also keeps having sex with you behind all their backs, sharing beds at any given opportunity, god, how do you keep doing this?

"... I think he... he relaxes around you Y/N... I've honestly never seen him so playful with an assistant, it's kinda... it's nice"

You smile shyly and hope your cheeks don't blush too much.

"Okay anyway, what time do finish Friday? We're all in so..."

"Just I think 6pm... We... we'll just arrange it Friday then?" You smile

"Yes, sounds good... I, I better get back, think they'll be waiting for me, exercise session should be starting, see you later" Jimin jumps up and leaves your office and leaves you with swirling thoughts of how Jimin and probably the rest of Jungkook's friends and band mates have picked up on changes within Jungkook and now you can only pray they haven't noticed you've changed at all.