113. Panic?

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You blink your eyes open, it's blurry and still a little dull in the room, early morning light giving everything a fuzzy edge. But the bed is warm and cosy and Jungkook is still fast asleep with his face in your pyjama top at your chest and his arms tightly secured around your waist, his hair is all sleep messed and you drop a gentle kiss to the top of it; you could get used to all mornings like this!

As you softly run your fingertips through his hair he still doesn't wake causing a smile to creep across your face, "he really sleeps like the dead?" You whisper giggly.

Your phone showing you 6am, it's far too early but you know he has to be at the company building soon, so do you, but you want to treat him to the pancakes he loved so much last time, it seems like so long ago since those innocent days where you tiptoed around each other and your feelings.

You detangle yourself from him slowly, as slow as possible as not to wake him, of course he doesn't wake. You crawl out of bed and his hold and sneak across your bedroom and into the kitchen grabbing up all the stuff you need and setting to work.

Piling pancakes onto a plate and pouring coffee with a pleased smile on your face; "Y/N?"

"Y/N?"

"Yeah?" You call out into the space of the kitchen.

Suddenly a pair of warm arms encircle your waist and warm kiss drops on the back of your neck; "I wondered where you'd gone?" Jungkook whispers pulling your back flush to his bare chest.

"What? Did you think I'd done a runner from my own apartment?" You giggle turning in his hold until he's staring at you.

"Maybe?" He shrugs his shoulders playfully.

"What makes you think I'd want to run away from you?" you run a hand down his chest, over the bare skin; tanned and toned beautifully. He really is absolutely beautiful!

"Dunno?"

"Shut up silly, you don't know me at all if you think I'd run..." you eye him shyly your hand now still and flat on his chest, and he smiles so sweetly at you, "... anyway, I hope you're hungry"

"I can see... I love this" Jungkook looks over at the kitchen counter to the side of you, eyeing your breakfast of pancakes and syrups with fruit.

Jungkook looks back at you, stares at your lips and you stare right back, swiping your tongue over your bottom lip, causing him to drop down and crash his lips with yours into a hungry kiss, until you both break apart for a breath.

"Let's eat!"

Your phone vibrates dragging you from the dreamy morning breakfast with Jungkook; "who is it?" He asks curiously as you pull your phone from your pocket and stare at it.

"A message from Sung Jin..."

"What does he want?" Jungkook says quickly snapping his head to stare at the phone screen with you.

"He, he's saying he needs to see me at 10am..." you glare at Jungkook with worry, "... do, do you think he knows something? What are we going to do?" You're panicking!

"Hey..." Jungkook places his hands softly on either side of your face, "... look at me, it's okay... they don't know anything..." his thumb strokes softly on your cheek.

"Kook! They might, what if... we weren't careful enough, like, yesterday in the car park and..."

"Y/N? Shhhh... we don't know why he wants to see you, but, I'm sure if it was something... like him knowing... anything, he'd have called, babe don't panic, there's lots of things he could want, he calls to see us all sometimes too, if it's anything you can call me, straight away and I'll come to the office I promise, I won't leave you alone, okay." Jungkook smiles softly at you.

"Okay" You whisper worriedly.

"Okay"

"Thank you..." you smile leaning in and closing the gap dropping a soft kiss to his lips, just for a few minutes losing yourselves in a kiss once again.

The thought of losing Jungkook is the worst feeling you've ever felt; your whole body and mind begging for you not to have to leave him! Now you really do realise that this thing, this relationship with him, it's way more than just 'liking' him, and it's frightening.

You drive the whole way to the company building with your hands intertwined; Jungkook reassuring you that you don't need to worry about anything! You'd decided to take Jungkook to work instead of back to the dorm and if anyone asks, you picked him up from Yugyeom's on the way past because he asked you to collect him this morning.

Lies!

But it keeps your secret safe for longer, and you got to spend a little more time with him!

When you pull up in the company underground car park and switch the engine off you give Jungkook's hand a little squeeze, you know you shouldn't even still be holding it but you don't want to let go.

"Y/N? Remember what I said okay? I'm keeping my phone in my back pocket all day right, you call me if he starts, if it's... and I'll come straight away!" His doe eyes wide and his features soft but serious as he stares at you.

"Thank you... I... I mean it honestly, thank you"

Jungkook leans a little closer to you over the centre console of your car; "fuck, I really wish I could kiss you right now!" He whispers, his eyes staring into your soul.

"Kook..." you sigh, wishing the same thing.

"I know, why can't they just let us date?"

"Even if they did... the media, the press... it's not worth the stress Jungkook, sorry... I'm sorry..." you give his hand another squeeze.

"Why are you sorry? It's not you spreading lies and nastiness... anyway... I'm gunna be here hours today, we gotta train in the gym and dance studio for tour" he slumps his head onto the seat back.

"It's okay, think of the tour I know you love it" you smile gently meaning every word; you know he loves touring and being on stage.

"You're right"

"Come on then... best get going, I need to have done at least one of those papers before I go to see Sung Jin and you need to get practicing"

Begrudgingly your hands separate and your day pretending to be nothing but assistant and idol to each other begins.

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