One Rule! • JK x Reader•

122. Sunday

Your eyes blurry, you stretch with the morning sun streaking into the room and for a moment, you can't for the life of you, figure out where you are. You turn your head back and forth reaching out your hand to find it fall off the sofa; the sofa? That's when you feel a weight towards your feet, sitting up with confusion written all over your face.

"Morning dear"

"Mum?" You blink.

Where is Jungkook?

"I thought Jungkook was taking the sofa dear... I... I didn't realise you were letting him use your bed instead?"

So that's where he is? When did that happen? When did he leave you? You were sure as hell you were falling asleep on his lap, safe in his arms.

"Oh... yeah mum, when I put the blankets down on here last night I couldn't bring myself to leave him here on this sofa, it's quiet small and he's really tall and..." you need to stop mumbling!

"Oh... that's nice dear..." your mum blinks at you as you straighten up your sleep messed hair and try to come back to earth since waking; "... dear? I... I was just wondering how, well, if you can't be with each other, shouldn't be with each other, how... how are you going to stay together?"

You swallow, somewhere in the very back of your mind you'd thought of this very thing; you know it's going to be impossible to stay with Jungkook forever, while ever he's famous, or with the band, while ever you work for the same company. "I erh... we, we're just going with it mum, I... I know we shouldn't be together but..."

But what?! What do you mean? Truthfully, you have no clue!

"Y/N, dear, I just don't want you to fall too hard if, well, if you can't be together properly... it'll hurt you know... I saw how you looked at him"

You didn't want to do this now, you just wanted to enjoy a week away with Jungkook, able to share your time with him and pretend nothing else existed, you didn't want your sister, your mum telling you things you'd already thought of late at night in your apartment. Alone!

Do you love him? The amount of times you've tried to understand the feeling of love, however, it's hard when you've never felt it before.

"Mum I don't... I..." you're tripping over your own words; you already know you feel something strong for Jungkook, just is it all the emotions of having to be with him in secret, because secrets make everything more intense!

Your mum grabs your hand softly; "it's okay dear, we don't have to talk about it now, I just... I don't want to see my daughter get hurt that's all, because of her own feelings for... well, anyway... Jungkook is a very nice man from what I can see" she nods and let's go of your hand getting up and wandering into the kitchen. You sit alone for a moment, pushing all the thoughts of losing him away and thinking instead of the time you've got with him this week, trying to think of something to do with him tomorrow, without him, without you both, getting seen.

You stand up and wander upstairs to find Jungkook, not wanting to be apart from him for a moment longer, wishing that you'd been able to cuddle with him last night.

You push your childhood bedroom door open slowly, closing it again immediately behind you; Jungkook is fast asleep in your bed, he looks amazing as always. His features soft and angelic, a smile spreading over your face as you stare at him. You creep over to the bed and climb on, gently shuffling until you're right next to him, laying down next to his sleeping form, and wrapping your arms around his waist, resting your forehead on his and closing your eyes, anything to be as close as you could to him. You're only laid there with him around five minutes before he shuffles and wakes with the new warmth around him, "mmm... Y/N? Baby?"