One Rule! • JK x Reader•

55. I don't hate you

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When you reach work you already know you don't actually want to be there; fortunately you're met with Beom looking happy to be back as you step into the elevator; "good morning Y/N I heard you did a splendid job while I was gone"

"Oh... I guess so, maybe? The guys are still going to the award show and I think they're ready so, maybe I did okay" you give a small shy giggle and he smiles.

"The guys love you, I knew they did, they'll have worked wonderfully."

You part ways a few seconds after leaving the elevator and head to your office, throwing down your bag but grabbing your phone from it immediately; you need caffeine!

No sleep and no coffee doesn't work.

You head downstairs to the cafeteria and grab a coffee and one of the quieter tables towards the back and just sit, allowing all the thoughts you keep trying to push away to swim in your brain a little.

You notice after a while that you'd been down in the cafeteria far too long, at least an hour had passed and you really needed to go back upstairs and see if the band were well into their dance run through, but that's the problem, you can't stand the thought of seeing Jungkook after you missed him so much last night once he'd called.

You can't look at him and want to admit how much you miss him.

"So, this is where you're hiding?"

You snap your head up at Jungkook's voice and see him stood in front of the table with his arms folded and a smirk on his face.

"Jungkook?" You ask confused, "why aren't you in the run through?"

"I was... but..." his smirk vanishes and soft features fall on his face as he shrugs his shoulders.

You still look confused at him, "but what?"

You watch as he pulls out the seat across from you and sits down leaning his elbows onto the table so he's a little close to you.

"I... are you okay?" His eyes are soft and you hate that you want to reach out and hug him.

You hate that your mind and your body can make you fall so easily with him.

"Yes, I'm fine, I asked why you were here and not upstairs rehearsing?" Blinking away the want you can feel!

"I... I wanted to see you"

You heart races and you blink again, did he actually just say that?

Is he feeling the same you do?

"What? Why? Is something wrong?" You question hoping he's okay.

"Are we okay?"

"Jungkook!" You sigh.

"When you ignored my call last night I worried you were mad with me or, you try to shove me away all the time, I thought..."

You glance around the cafeteria and whisper at him; "we're not talking about this, I had a friend over I couldn't talk that was it!" You snap quietly.

"But, are we okay?" He asks again.

"There is no 'we' Jungkook" you virtually hiss at him and his face looks sad but he's stubborn.

You don't want to react this but really, you have no other choice!

"I don't mean... I... look can we talk, please come back upstairs with me" he is almost begging and you could cave so easily you hate how your mind and body betrays you so quick when it comes to Jungkook.