One Rule! • JK x Reader•

121. Can't stop missing you

You're dragging the blankets from the cupboard and Jungkook is right behind you, his arms wrapped tight around your waist; you still can't get used to the fact that you can be openly affectionate with each other when you're not totally alone, but it's nice.

As you pull the pillow out and shut the cupboard door, you can't help but lean back into him as he presses a soft kiss to your neck.

Melting under his touch!

"Sorry you have to have the sofa babe... just, mum and dad, they..."

"Don't worry, Y/N it's fine baby, I've told you, it's okay!"

You shift from his hold and trudge downstairs along to the living room with Jungkook close behind you; he stands in silence as he watches you place the blankets and pillows onto the sofa and then you turn and face him; "well..." you say, he steps forward resting his hands on your hips. "... I guess this is good night then" you whisper with a sort of sad smile, you don't understand why it seems so hard to leave him when usually he goes back to his shared dorm back in Seoul!

"Hmmm yep, I'll sleep well... because I know tomorrow I have you alone all day again... in fact, all week..." he leans forward dropping a kiss to your lips, it stirs a million and one feelings and sure enough you can't resist going back for another kiss and so it quickly turns into you and Jungkook, stood close together at the side of the sofa in your parents living room, Jungkook's fingertips digging beautifully into your hips and your fingertips trailing up the front of his hoodie along the bare skin of his stomach, while you kiss gently, but meaningful!

When you break apart to catch breath, you stare him and sigh, dropping your head to his shoulder, moving closer and pulling him into a hug; "good night Kook..."

"Sweet dreams Y/N" he whispers until you pull out of the hug with a smile.

You walk away from him to your room, leaving him alone on the sofa wishing you didn't have to leave him there; you climb into bed and for the life of you, you can't sleep! There's butterflies circling in your stomach, there's the thought of Jennie asking you if you love him, there's everything! But more then anything right now, you want to feel him; be close to him, want him to cuddle with you while you sleep, although even that thought alone is scary enough because once you're back in Seoul it's not like he's over at your apartment all the time, he doesn't sleep with you every night, he can't. That would be too risky! This is too risky! But you've already done it now, he's already with you, now you just need to be careful and enjoy the week together. Make the most of it!

You sleep for maybe an hour, if that, and wake up stretching out your hand along the bed and feeling no one; you sit up immediately, your heart dropping quickly wondering why you're alone until you flutter your eyes open and take in your surroundings realising where you are! You miss him! That's such a sad, pathetic thing to even think, to even feel, but you do, so you creep out of your bed and tiptoe downstairs quietly entering the living room where you see Jungkook fast asleep. His arms thrown up over his head, his hair looking sleep messed and the blanket falling off his hips onto the floor.

You smile! He looks soft without a care in the world, he's even more beautiful when he's relaxed, a way you want him to look all the time; you don't want him to have worries of the world, of the media tearing chunks off of him when he does nothing wrong! Of the way he shouldn't lose his career or have nasty things said about him if anyone ever found about you and him, but even with those thoughts, it's not enough for you to walk away and leave him alone because surely then you'd both be sad?

It'd break your heart to lose him!

"Kook?" You whisper stepping forward and bending down, running a hand through his hair. He shifts moving his arms down away from his head but he doesn't quite stir fully, "Kook? I..."

He blinks sleepily in the darkened room, his eyes landing on you in a second; "Y/N?" His voice is scratchy and sleep rasped, and he looks confused.

He looks beautiful!

"I couldn't sleep..." you whisper into the dark. Jungkook twists and kicks the blankets away sitting up to face you.

"What's wrong? Are you okay?"

Your heart swoops with how caring he is; "yeah just..." you move forward, with him watching you and you climb onto his lap facing him, dropping your hands to his chest, anything to be close to him, "... just... I miss you"

He lifts a hand and shoves all your hair from your face, so he can see you a little better in the darkened room, "awwe baby... I'm right here, hey... I wasn't very far..."

"But... I..." you take a deep breath hardly able to believe your own next words, "... I can't stop missing you... when, when I was laid alone up there knowing you was down here... we're away from Seoul and things but... still not together..."

"It's okay... here, come here" he pulls you in closer to him until your face is in the curve of his neck and his hands are tracing random patterns on the back your pyjama top. You sigh contentedly, happily breathing his scent and losing yourself in his hold, his soft touch!

You both stay silent for a while, just enjoying each other's touch and the closeness; when your eyes start to get tired and your body becomes heavy, Jungkook presses a kiss to your temple; "go to sleep baby..."

"Hmmm..." you sigh, you want to but, "... what about mum and dad? I can't... I..." you mumble but the tiredness and the consent stroking of Jungkook's fingertips along your back make it almost impossible not to fall asleep!

"Go to sleep Y/N... promise it'll be okay..." he whispers with another kiss to your temple and then you're gone, in the land of nod on Jungkook's lap, your face in the crook of his neck and his embrace wrapped around you tightly.

Safe! Together! Close!

Jungkook's legs are going dead under your body; you fell asleep on his lap and he gladly let you and left you asleep, it must have been a couple of hours now, but he can barely feel his feet so he needs to move. Jungkook shuffles and when you don't even stir he somehow shifts you off his legs and onto the sofa; he lays you down, your head resting on the pillows and you stir but not enough to wake. He moves from the sofa and throws the blanket over your sleeping form and then drops a soft kiss to your cheek, "sleep well baby... I miss you all the time too, I can't stop missing you either..."

He watches over you for a moment and when he's satisfied you're well and truly asleep he wanders upstairs to your room and collapses into your bed; surrounded by your scent and the softness of the bedding, and he falls into a deep, peaceful sleep, although he wishes too, more than anything that you could be sleeping right here with him, but he doesn't want to betray your parents, not when he's dating their daughter!