One Rule! • JK x Reader•

110. What's wrong?

A week had passed since you'd had sex with Jungkook in his bedroom, in the guys shared dorm and snuck out before dawn, before you got caught by anyone; the Monday morning after that weekend Jungkook had told you that Jimin asked what time you left and he seemed odd but didn't say anything and when you tell Jungkook that Jimin hadn't spoken to you about anything you both brush it off and imagine that Jimin was probably just being curious like he has been in the past. So you were safe, for now!

Hopefully forever!

Today however, today was a performance for a tv show in Seoul, a home performance on a music show that helps rookie groups gain more attention and they invite 'big' groups who've made a name for themselves onto the show to perform and so today is BTS' day to show them what they've achieved!

Of course you can't fully keep Jungkook out of the gym before a performance however at least now he doesn't over work as much and any time he's had a break from training or practice he's tried to spend it with you, without raising any suspicions.

"Let's go guys" you smile, clipboard in hand with schedule attached as you collect the guys from the chill out room at the company building and trudge them along to the cars awaiting outside to take them to the tv show recording; it's a live recording so you know there's more pressure on them and you can all feel it.

Jungkook somehow manages to get sat next to you in the car at the back and for a short while he leans his head on your shoulder and stays silent, you brush his fingers with yours and he looks up at you; "you okay?" You ask worried with how quiet he's been.

"Hum... yeah, I just, I feel tired... I'm okay"

"Sure?" You squeeze one of his fingers sneakily and he smiles.

"Sure... it's not like it's tour or anything yet right?"

You're convinced something isn't right but you've learnt before not to push it with him; you don't want him to close off and shy away from you, if anything is wrong you want to help.

Once in the tv studio the guys are whipped away to hair and make up; you don't see them for a while and when you do it's all too busy and intense to spend any sort of time with Jungkook even though he doesn't look his usual bubbly self.

"Guys! All ready for stage and recording? Let's make a move, it's almost time!" Beom calls across the corridor collecting all seven members and heading them in the direction of backstage.

"Kook?" You call quietly when he walks by you.

Jungkook looks up; "yeah?"

"What's up? You sure you're okay?" He looks a little off, and of course it worries you!

"I'm fine, just tired, I'll be alright I promise... no passing out today" he winks playfully but the playfulness doesn't quite reach his eyes.

"Enjoy it" you smile watching as he steps in front of you and continues up to the stage steps with everyone else.

You watch the guys do their group chant before they head up the stairs and to the stage as they're introduced and then they vanish behind the curtain and you go over to the monitor to watch the performance from there.

"I think they're a little panicked, it's the first live home performance since a while" Beom smiles looking right at you.

"Yeah, I... I was getting that vibe too" you say quietly thinking of how Jungkook looked.

"They'll be amazing they always are"

"Yeah, of course" you answer with a nod but a silent worry about Jungkook.