One Rule! • JK x Reader•

150. Need You.

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⚠️⚠️⚠️ [warning: there is mature content in this chapter!]
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He looks so peaceful when he's asleep; waking up this morning with his body right next to yours made everything feel almost normal again. If it wasn't for the way your stomach dropped every time you thought about the way he'd gotten drunk last night because he's been so tangled up in everything and all the sadness.

Of your doing!

You turn over, propping yourself up on one elbow to look at him, really look at him; "you're so beautiful!..." you whisper, reaching out and dancing your fingers through his sleep messed hair. "... you're too good for me, I never really deserved you anyway..."

Jungkook's eyes flutter beneath his eyelids as you continue to play with his hair; you don't deliberately want to wake him, but you miss him! Even though you have no right to!

"Mmmm..." he groans stretching slowly before screwing his eyes tighter; he probably feels like hell after all that drink.

You drag your hand quickly away from his hair as if he might catch you doing something you shouldn't be but as you move he blinks open his eyes and turns his head slowly to stare at you.

And you're staring! You're both staring, silently at each other.

There's a moment! Your heart swoops and your stomach flutters and it's almost like the start all over again and when Jungkook tips his head closer to yours while he stares intently at your lips you can't help but give in even when you know you shouldn't be doing it.

You lean in too and softly kiss him as his lips meet yours; you want him! You always have! It's a shame you've ended up in this place where you already know you can't have him.

Not really. How could you allow him to lose everything for you? If only you could've stayed away from him.

"Y/N?..." he whispers when he pulls away just enough to graze his lips on yours, driving you crazy.

"I... don't, don't..."

"No but..." you stop his words, crashing your lips against his again, allowing yourself to fall into the kisses.

His tongue asks for permission to enter your mouth and you gladly, instantly give it him, both of your tongues dancing against each other.

It's desperate and needy and you hate to admit that you feel it; "need you..." you whine when Jungkook's kisses become more fervent!

Jungkook pulls back and looks at you for a moment but you're lost in desire and when his eyes light up you can't stop yourself, "wha..."

"I need you Jungkook!" You moan as you pull him back into a kiss and and he shifts closer on the bed.

By the time you're pulling each other's clothes off you realise the reality of what you're doing but it's too late to stop and if you're being honest with yourself you need him far too much.

"A... are you still... erm..." he mumbles stalling once you're both completely naked.

"Huh?" You ask, your brain driven with lust but still consciously aware that he suddenly looks a little shy.