One Rule! • JK x Reader•

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"I... we..." your voice is stuttering and your breath is still heavy from the kissing and now it's got shame and embarrassment adding to it.

"Sorry..." Jungkook spits out like he's choking on air as he moves back a little, you finally look at him and he looks just as shocked and shy as you feel. His breathing is heavy too!

"We can't... we can't do... that, that was..."

He puts his hand out and grabs lightly at your wrist; "hey... take a breath, okay, look at me"

You just let him, because as much as what you just did was wrong, oh so wrong, you want nothing more than to keep touching him, to feel his skin touching yours; if you could rewind the time momentarily and allow it to continue it's quite possible that your hands would have slipped under his tshirt and his under your blouse.

You suddenly realise lost in your thoughts that you'd torn your gaze from his and was looking straight over his shoulder in a panic!

When you look back at him again he gives you a small smile and squeezes his hand a little tighter around your wrist; "I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have done that, please... please don't run away from me, let, let me explain..." his eyes and his voice pleading with you.

And your heart, your heart might as well stop!

"Jungkook... Kook!" You whisper until he also looks back at you; you're both stood so close together despite shoving him away a few moments ago, "I over stepped the mark, god, fucking hell I shouldn't... this, there's no way I should've done... that" you're embarrassed but more than anything you're ashamed of your own actions!

"I... I'm the assistant, I should know better and..."

Jungkook stops you, "... Y/N, I over stepped the mark too oh god I don't know what I've done I don't want you to hate me, I've fucked up!" He scrapes his free hand violently through his hair.

"Jungkook... we just..."

You're stopped almost instantly as the door from the restaurant opens and breaks the dead of the night that you're both stood in.

Jungkook jumps away from you as if you've tasered him, creating a gap between you both.

You see Jimin enter the outside space; shattering yours and Jungkook's private world that you've just been spinning in, but in some way, Jimin has also just saved you both the sheer shame of trying to talk your ways out of what you've both just done!

"Guys, you're here?!" Jimin says with a questioning tone, his eyes flash over Jungkook and then flit to you and do the same, "... is everything okay?"

Here we go again, everyone always asking if you're alright, if you and Jungkook are okay!

"I..." you suck in a small breath and glance at Jungkook, "... we're fine..." you were going to ask Jungkook but then thought of his name slipping off your tongue again makes you think your body would betray you and you'd end up with your voice hitching, giving everything away.

"Yeah?" Jimin quizzes, he looks slightly confused but at least he doesn't look concerned.

"I just, I found her out here, thought..." Jungkook takes a look at you and you give him the shyest smile ever, "...I thought she'd ran away and left us all" he adds a slight giggle to the tone of his voice hoping it'll calm the whole situation.

"Why would I have ran away?" You say looking at him again and finally, finally his eyes soften and his face relaxes a little as if you've just given him the signal that you're alright.

"I..." Jungkook runs a hand through his hair again, "... I dunno"

"Okay then guys whatever... are you coming back inside because tonight we can drink whatever, do whatever, come on... you're wasting valuable drinking time" Jimin smiles stepping forward and tugging at your arm, "Y/N? You're not running away this time right?"

You glare at him, "no! No I'm not come on... I'm going to see Tae!" You tug your hand and arm free of Jimin's hold and step towards the door, Jimin suddenly takes a bigger stride stepping in front of you while nearly bowling you over, "whatever" he laughs running along back inside and then you stall, turning around you see Jungkook just stood frozen in the outside space, he'd never made a move for the door, or to follow you.

You glare at him, your eyes soft and almost begging, then stick your hand out towards him in the night air, "come on, come back inside" you say shaking your hand at him.

He steps forward and tentatively hovers his hand near yours, you grab for it, "it never happened, let's go and enjoy the rest of the night okay?" You say hoping the flush you can feel creeping up your cheeks is hidden in the darkness of the night and dull lighting, because god, you don't want to pretend it never happened, you really need to talk to him because now your mind is on overdrive, did he kiss you because he got swept away in the moment and the alcohol and the night or does he like you?

No, he can't?

"Yeah.." he answers timidly letting himself get dragged back inside by you tugging on his hand.

Once you'd made it back to the corridor into the dining room everyone was in you'd dropped Jungkook's hand reluctantly, as much as it was now awkward you still wish you didn't have to let go of his hand.

"Guys you're back!" Tae shouts happily walking over to the three of you.

"Yeah I found them hiding outside" Jimin says spinning back round and glancing between you and Jungkook; you swallow and pray your cheeks don't blush again.

"We wasn't hiding!" You interject immediately and they both stare at you; Jungkook just stays quiet behind you.

"Jungkook! Tell them!" You groan turning to look at Jungkook, he smiles and then looks away from you.

"We wasn't hiding!" He says wandering past you and past Tae and Jimin leaving you feeling even more awkward than before.

You can't believe that only minutes ago you were kissing him, he was crushing your lips together as much as you wanted it!

Where your hands would've roamed if you'd have carried on.

So, does he want it too?