One Rule! • JK x Reader•

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Food eaten and Jungkook sat close to you on your sofa, a movie playing on the tv, you've relaxed, a little.

A little little!

This can't be normal? a band member sat on your sofa.

And just how long is he planning on staying?

You feel him shuffling but daren't look, daren't move, this whole thing is still too awkward, too much.

"Hey..." Jungkook says quietly running his hand along your arm and moving a little behind you on the sofa, "...what's up?"

What do you say?

Jungkook this isn't right, this isn't normal, will you please leave me alone even though I don't want you to and I picked you up from the dorm and brought you here to my apartment and the other night in the hotel I pulled you close and hugged you to sleep...

"Nothing" you whisper, blinking long and hard.

He puts his hands on your shoulders and tugs you back a little until you turn your head to him; "what are you doing?"

He slides his hands off your shoulders and wraps them around you, catching you in his hold, "come here" he says right next to your ear, your heart racing like crazy, no this shouldn't be happening.

No!

"I can't.." you sigh wishing that this could be so simple.

Why can't it be simple?

"You can, friends hug, now...." he pulls you fully back until you're in his hold and he's leaning back so that you're hugged together on your sofa with Jungkook behind you, him encompassing you whole from behind, "... relax, I'm not going to hurt you or do anything.." he says a hint of shyness in his voice while he holds you to him harder.

Closer.

Closer.

Why is he so strong?

"I know but..."

"No, stop! No... if we're friends we hang out together and you said you wouldn't push me away..."

So you don't push him away, but remain awkward in his arms.

You put your hands on top of his and sigh, "... do... do you tell the others... did you..." you can't even formulate a proper sentence, not even knowing what you want to say to him.

How do you ask him if he told his band members and friends that you shared a bed and hugged him close all night?

"No... I would never put you in that position, I like your friendship, I... I don't want to ruin it"

You give in.

You give in and let him back hug you close.

Relaxing in his arms.

Letting him tightly cling on to you, allowing yourself to feel safe in his hold.

Allow yourself to enjoy his close company again.

"Thank you... for, for letting me come here today, I honestly thought you'd just say no" he breathes close to your ear as if he doesn't want anyone else to hear even though you're alone in your apartment, he gives  you a tighter squeeze momentarily.

"I.. I thought about it..." you say truthfully, you don't want to hurt him but you can't lie either.

"You did?"