One Rule! • JK x Reader•

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Jungkook's changed into a baggy tshirt and sweats and yet he still manages to look amazing; you're sat together on his hotel bed and he's leaning his weight on your side, his head on your shoulder, the tv sound thrumming away in the background.

It's nice, after everything, this is nice.

It's not long however before you feel him becoming a dead weight at the side of you, "Kook?" He sits up instantly, "sorry... I wasn't falling asleep I just..." he looks panicked as you stand from the bed, but he watches as you pull the duvets back; you don't know why you keep on letting your actions work quicker than your brain but, you want to stay here with him, so if that's what he wants too, that's what you'll do.

The lines that shouldn't be crossed have for now vanished altogether.

You no longer care, you just want him to be okay and happy and not hate you or think that you hate him.

"Get up, let's get you in bed, I don't want you freezing to death with the air con on if you fall asleep on top of the duvet" you smile and his face instantly calms.

But his doe eyes become wider.

Prettier.

Beautiful.

"Can you stay?" his voice is so quiet it's barely audible.

You swallow and take a long breath, "if you want me too?"

He blinks, "please stay, don't leave me, I slept so much better last night when you stayed, I.. I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable though" His doe eyes widen again and his cheeks tint with a slight blush.

"I wouldn't stay if I didn't want to Jungkook. Now come on, you should be sleeping, you said you wanted to go to bed" you climb in the bed and wait for him to get in beside you before you pull the covers up further.

It's quiet for a moment but then you see him looking uncomfortable, "do I make you feel uncomfortable Jungkook?" You ask shyly.

"No.. no I just... I thought this morning that... that I'd scared you away last night and then I was horrible to you, and I didn't mean..." his breath catches in his throat and he looks sad.

You lay down slowly under the covers without saying anything at first and he just looks carefully at you, shyly; "lay down" you smile at him.

When he's laid down next to you, he still looks awkward and upset, "Kook?"

He glances at you, you hold your arm out as if asking him for a hug and his eyes fully widen, "come here..." you whisper and you know, you know this is it, you're crossing the line, way too far crossing it, but now you can't stop, because you can't leave him there feeling sad, feeling like he's upset you when he's done nothing of the sort.

In fact it would be the total opposite, you want to spend time with him more than ever before.

He blinks and shuffles closer to you in the bed, as he reaches you, you move so that he's lower than you and you draw him into a hug and he instantly clings onto you; you breathe a quiet sigh of relief when he doesn't shove you away, but instead holds on tighter, his finger tips gripping your shirt on your back.

You run your hand softly up and down his back, "don't ever think you're not good enough, that you've messed up and didn't perform well, don't ever think you've upset me or made me do anything I didn't want to, I promise I wouldn't be here if I didn't want to be, okay?"

He snuggles closer to you as you continue to rub his back affectionately, tickling patterns over his shirt, you can tell he's tiring, that his body is becoming lax with sleep; "thank you" he answers, voice muffled as he squashes ever closer to you and then you pull him in tighter, until there's no gap left between your bodies.

Heaven!

This is what you'd craved! not that you want to believe that.

This was what you've wanted all along, but you never wanted to admit it!

Can't admit it!

Will never admit it out loud.

Jungkook.

His attention.

His touch.

His presence.

His scent that was currently drowning your senses.

And you'd so gladly drown!

His vulnerability that you love so much when he lets you in.

You run your fingers through his hair, "come on, let's sleep now... get some rest Kook, you'll feel better in the morning after a good nights sleep, you're just exhausted." One more run of fingers through his hair, "night"

He'd already gone, gone off into the land of nod.

He was asleep but he never loosened his grip on you; his arm curled tight around your waist, his head resting just below your chest, breathing into your shirt, for a while after you just laid there, awake, running your hand softly up and down his back, continuing tracing patterns into his shirt, every so often running your hand back through his hair. You laid there enjoying being close to him, extremely close to him; enjoying this private moment that no one knows about. While your laid in bed under the duvet hugging Jungkook close to you and him clinging on to you just as tightly, the other band members and Beom are probably still downstairs, drunk by now, but having fun and enjoying their way of relaxing after a gruelling schedule with jet lag. But this, right now, as you keep feeling his warm shallow breath hit your shirt and his legs, his legs that have somehow managed to tangle themselves around yours makes you realise what feelings you have for him.

Feelings?

You're falling.

Falling.

You shouldn't be!

You can't!

Jungkook isn't just another one of the band members in the band you work with.

He isn't just a friend that you want to care for.

Nope!

You like him, like, really like him!

Like him?!

And now you don't know what to do, well, you do, obviously, you're going to do nothing!

Absolutely NOTHING!

NOTHING!

Okay, if he wants these moments that's fine, that's good, they can stay, you enjoy them too but you're not crossing any other lines!

You signed a contract!

You had one rule!

ONE RULE!

You had one major rule.

But while ever you don't date him.

Sleep with him.

Kiss him him.

You're not breaking that rule.

You make a deal with yourself; you can enjoy moments with him, enjoy the little things, but you will never! Never step out of line!

NEVER!

"Night Kook" you whisper before shutting your eyes, hugging him tighter and feeling him move even closer, and you let sleep claim you.