One Rule! • JK x Reader•

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You squeeze your eyes shut tight; the pregnancy test in your hand feeling like a ton weight, the lump in your throat making it hard to breathe, like the world is crashing down on top of you.

'Please don't be positive! Please don't be positive!'
'What am I going to do?' 'I can't be pregnant!'
'I can't ruin Jungkook's career! His friendships! HIS LIFE!'

"Y/N!!!" Jennie's voice booms through your thoughts which won't shut up and the pregnancy test feels like it's burning a hole through your hand.

"Hum?"

"LOOK AT IT! Whether it's positive or negative you can't just not look at it..." Jennie says shoving your own hand towards your waist.

You open your eyes and stare down at the test and a choke escapes your throat.

"What? What does it say?" Jennie asks, shuffling on the sofa peeking over you to try and see.

"It's... it's negative... I... I'm not pregnant..." you say blankly; all emotion seems to have left your body, you feel, numb!

How are you supposed to feel?

"Is that good? You wanted it to be negative right? Or?" Jennie asks quietly, putting her hand reassuringly on your arm, staring at you.

You close your eyes before taking a deep breath; it's good right? It's good that you won't ruin both of your careers, that Jungkook's life he loves, won't be ripped away from him.

But as you open your eyes you feel a tear slip down your cheek and your sister swoops in, hugging you tight; "awe sis... I'm sorry, I'm sorry this is happening to you, I'm... I don't even know what to say to you to make this any better..."

You want to tell Jennie about Sung Jin, about the stress of someone potentially knowing the truth about you and Jungkook, someone who you haven't chosen willingly to tell, but you don't. You don't tell your sister, it's not going to change anything.

You cling tight to your sister and take a few moments to regain control of your feelings; "no, it's okay... I... I don't even know why I'm crying, of course I'm glad it's negative, right? I needed it to be negative... I... it... well, there was no way it could've been anything else"

"But it doesn't mean deep down that you didn't want it to be a different result" Jennie whispers stroking a gentle hand through your hair.

"I didn't... I mean, this is the best result! It needed to be this! I love Jungkook, that's why I needed it to be negative, I couldn't take his life away from him Jennie... I promised myself that I'd never do that..." you breath and let your eyes cast over the test again.

NEGATIVE -

Your phone starts ringing again, Jungkook's name once more on the caller display; "do you want me to stay or? I, I mean or do you want to talk to Jungkook?" Jennie asks, pointing a finger at your phone on the sofa.

"It's okay... I, I'm going to speak to him but, look, thank you so much for being here I really needed that... I, I appreciate you coming all this way, you can get off home if you need to be going, it's so late"

"You're more than welcome, you're my sister I would drop anything any time, don't ever suffer alone you hear me!" Jennie smiles standing from the sofa.

"Thank you Jennie!"

You walk to the door with your sister and hug her tight again, "look after yourself Y/N! And don't push Jungkook away, and erh... are you going to tell him, you know... about all this?"