Magic Mirror

My Life Wasn't Complete Withou Them 🇺🇸

Hi! I'm Delaney and I am from USA 🇺🇸 and THIS IS MY STORY.

My life isn't complete without them - My dad wasn't around and when he was my parents would fight, my sister and I had to raise my brother and I had to raise myself. I suffered a lot of trama growing up and even now as I'm still continuing my life. Because of all that I suffer from depression, anxiety, and other mental illness.

I thought I couldn't trust anyone, that everyone would leave like my dad and they did. I would shut down and not let anyone in, and soon enough I built my inner walls so high that no one was in it barely even myself. I completely shut down there was a time where I didn't cry and I didn't feel. I went through bullying for years and then I BECAME a bully. After not feeling for so long I started to feel again and I couldn't do it, it broke me so I resorted to anything that I could do to numb the pain. Drugs, drinking, self harm, and bullying.

I found them when I was going through one of the lowest points in my life where I didn't wanna be around anymore. I was losing myself and loosing my battle. I thought I wasn't enough, that I was ugly, no one liked me, and I just didn't think that I was worth living anymore. People might think that they are just a band or that they are "gay, stupid, ugly, female" but that's simply not true. Because to me and I can bet other ARMY's as well that they are the best thing to happen to them.

They taught me how to love myself, how to feel again in a healthy way, learn to trust again, make friends, they helped me become clean. No matter how many times I've wanted to give up, or if I'm sad, or crying, angry, no matter what emotions I am feel or don't want to feel whenever I go to them they are my safe space. They put a smile on my face, I can sing and dance with them(poorly I might add) but I know that I'll never be judged.

I'll always have a place with them and with ARMY. I was so focus and worried about what other might thought of me and how they perceived me as that I didn't even think about how I perceived me as. I changed and morphed myself into somebody that I wasn't just to please people.

I now know my worth I know who I am. People might see BTS as just a group or just people from Korea... but they are taking over the world and people are finally realizing how awesome and wonderful they are.

Kim Namjoon, Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung, Jeon Jungkook. Each of you are important to ARMY not one of you is less then or not as handsome, because I can promise you and so can other true ARMY's that we all love you and BTS wouldn't be BTS without all 7 of you.