Magic Mirror

Philtatos: The Most Loved One 🇪🇸

Hi! I'm Teresa and I am from Spain 🇪🇸 and THIS IS MY STORY.

It all began with a 5 year old girl who was happy, soon she began to be broken. Her relatives and her classmates started to bully her because of her appearance and her weight, later she kept on bullying herself searching on the internet diets and how to lose weight fast. She was the perfect student, everybody expected amazing things to her, also she seemed to be the perfect daughter and sister of course.

The truth was that she only recieved support when she had good marks. Years later she knew that her mother had uterus cancer and she did not notice It because her parents did not tell her and her brother, if you are wondering how did she knew that the answer is kinda easy, one day while her parents were fighting it appeared. Then she started to hate herself even more, she thought she had friends but she didn't.

She trust people who used her, make laugh of her and threatened her. At this moment she discovered something called Kpop and started to hear it, as she expected people started to call her freak, nerd and lots of things, one day she listened one song from a group called BTS this song was Fire she liked it but she did not give it more relevance.

4 years later Covid quarantine arrived and she developed a TCA and also she felt into what is can be called depression (neither of these has been officially diagnose by a medic), back to those days she was feeling safe with BTS and she hold on them.

She loves each one but she started to feel more closer to Namjoon, she still not know how to explain it, she is still dealing with problems but everytime she feels bad she finds her home on them,they wipe her tears and make her smile like no other can.They saved her and they still do it, they taught her how to love herself though she is still trying to do it.

That girl is me.