Magic Mirror

When I Became A Part Of Something Great 🇭🇺

Hi! I'm Lilla and I am from Hungary 🇭🇺 and THIS IS MY STORY.

In 2000 a girl in a cold february day was born. A little girl who didn't know what will be waiting for her in the future.

Everyone has up and down's in their life and so do I. I've always tried to hide my pain and sadness so on the outside I only look strong. But this wasn't good for me. I can say that I had a great childhood and that I'm happy now. However the person who I am today is a whole different person compared to the "old me".

2 years ago I found seven men who turned my life up side down, and taught me so much that nobody could. I was really depressed, stressed when I found BTS. I got my heart broken, and I started to feel that I don't be long here anymore. The happy and optimistic girl disappeared and a sad lonely girl came it its place.

While I was getting to know BTS I started to feel like I was being comforted by them and that they love me even though they don't know me. And after that I fell in the rabbit hole. It was one of the best days of my life, because on that day my life changed. I started to be more confident and happier and finally be myself. No matter what others think.

Slowly I started to get new friends who are ARMY's as well, and after a long time I felt that they like me, they finally like me, they don't lie to me and don't make fun of me. I started to get the trust back that I've lost because of the toxic people around me.

I've always loved learning new languages and I started to learn korean by myself because It's a beautiful language. I didn't just get to know about BTS but a whole country with beautiful culture, traditions and people.

They motivate me to be the better version of myself every day and to not give up! I learned so many things from each of them. I've found my voice.

I definitely have plans to see them live not just once, I want to go to South Korea as well. I'm an university student and I really love it. Everytime I don't have motivation to study I remember that on the other side of the world there are seven men who are rooting for me to do my best and never give up, plus I don't want Namjoon to shave my eyebrows off, i'd look funny.

It may sound funny but I want to be like them.
Kim Namjoon showed me that being a leader is hard but it is totally worth it. I started to like bicycling more thanks to him. I can clear my mind when I go for a ride. I read at least one book a month too.
Kim Seokjin Worldwide Handsome taught me how to be confident. As the oldest he takes good care of the others and I try do the same.

Min Yoongi, he left his home to pursue his dreams. His confidence and sagaveness on stage gave me so much power to be me. Jung Hoseok he is my hope. If I feel a little down his energy and aura can change my mood in a hot minute. He is ARMY's sunshine.

Park Jimin the perfectionist himself. As a dancer I learned so so much from him. His stamina his passion for dance is unbelievable. I'm a perfectionist too and I always find takes that I have to make right in every aspect of my life. But his hard work inspires me every day and every minute. Also he's a wonderful friend and I want to be a good friend too. His precence gives everyone happiness.

Kim Taehyung with his own point of view on everything taught me how to be unique.
Jeon Jungkook the golden maknae who feels like he isn't good at anything, which is obviously not true showed me that with patience I can be good in anything if I really want it.

They inspired me in fashion too, I've always loved fashion and I have quite a unique style. In the past I didn't have the confidence to wear what I wanted but now I have and also I often get inspired by they own style individualy.

Their whole existence gives me peace and love. And I know that BTS will always be a part of me no matter what because they saved me and helped me a lot.

From being a girl who didn't know where to belong finally being the girl who arrived home, the beautiful and warm home of BTS and ARMY.

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