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love-hate ; kagehina

creds to ; qian + tea + sarah

(aNOTHER KAGEHINA OH MY HOW LONG HAS IT EVEN BEEN)

i hated the fact that i was in the same school as you.

wasn't it funny? how we met as rivals and were forced to co-operate with one another and be teammates?

i hated how you were faster than me.

you have been faster than me since day one, and i would be lying if i said i wasn't jealous. your speed was something i couldn't match up to.

i hated the fact you were getting so much more attention than me.

every time we went out on the court, you were always the centre of attention, making them glue their eyes onto you with your fast reflexes. they would say, "hey, that number ten is pretty amazing!" "yeah, he's pretty fast!" "his reflexes are good!"

i hated the fact that you were so annoying.

you were always bugging me after practice, saying, "kageyama! toss to me" you were also very optimistic and said i could do those quick sets if i tried harder. i found that annoying, too.

i hated the fact that i was in love with you.

i never meant to fall in love with you. but i did. it just happened, and i fell in love with you. isn't it funny? how the person i hated the most turned out to be the person i love the most, to the stars and back?

i hated the fact that i had a love-hate relationship with you.

it was just like that, our relationship. it wasn't hate, nor was it love either. it was more of a love-hate relationship, with none of us saying any sort of "i love you" to the other.

i hated the fact that you fell in love with someone else.

before i knew it, you had already fallen in love with someone else. i was jealous, to say at the very least. and i hated it.

i hated the fact that i wasn't fast enough at making my move.

i blamed myself for not being fast enough. i always asked myself what would have happened instead if i decided to confess. would you accept? or reject? i hated the fact that i never got my questions answered.

i hated the fact that i had fallen too deep into what they called "love" just to get my heart broken.

i hated myself for falling in love with you. i hated myself for not confessing to you. i hated myself for not even being brave enough in the first place.

i hated myself for falling too deep in love just to get my heart broken.

word count ; 433
date published ; 250417

a/n ; so you thought this was gonna be a fluff but nOPE haha sorry