otp

holding on ; keirissa

akaashi stood in the room, taking in everything that belonged to his girlfriend who was alive a week ago.

tea walked into the house with plastic bags in her arms. boxes peeked out of some, while scrolles that were rolled stood out of another. she had come back from the afa convention, where she had spent one whole day with the cube root fam.

"tea, what are those?" akaashi asked as he glanced up from his place on the sofa.

"merch!" she answered as she set the plastic bags down, "i saved up for the entire year to buy them!"

the wall scrolls that hung from the spotlessly clean walls, depicting pictures of her favourite animes. sebastian and ciel hung on one, with sebastian placing a gloved finger on his lips with a smirk on his face, and ciel sitting on a chair with a rather bored expression on his face. on another scroll stood deku with his eyebrows knitted together, and his classmates standing behind him.

akaashi smiled at the memory of her hanging them up with such happiness shining in her eyes.

he walked towards the cupboard and opened it. he eyed one clothing in particular and took it out from its place.

"when did you get that?" the ravenette asked as tea stood in front of the mirror, admiring her new jacket.

"today," tea hummed in response, "it's a belated birthday present."

he analysed the design of the jacket closely before asking, "isn't this the jacket yuuri katsuki wore?"

she nodded happily in response as a grin made its way to her lips.

"i should find a pair of glasses to match it, shouldn't i?" she asked.

he chuckled, "yeah, you should."

he brought the material up to his face and took in the scent. it had her faint scent on it.

he clutched it at his chest as he let a few silent tears fall.

"hello?" he said after he answered his phone, sandwiching it between his chin and shoulder.

"hello, i'm calling from the tokyo general hospital. is this akaashi keiji?"

"speaking."

"i'm sorry to inform you this, but tea is currently undergoing surgery. she was involved in a serious car accident."

his eyes widened with shock.

"i'm making my way over."

when he reached, the operation was still in progress. he paced back and forth, praying that she would be alright.

thirty minutes later, the theatre lights switched off, and the doctor emerged.

"is she okay?" he asked hopefully and anxiously.

"i'm sorry, we did our best," was the doctor's simple reply.

no words could express how akaashi felt. it was as though his whole world was taken away from him, and he was left to fall into a dark pit.

he crawled into her bed, snuggling against her pillows and inhaling her scent on them. he hugged the jacket tightly as he curled up into a ball and let the waterworks flow.

he wanted to hold on to her for as long as he could. he didn't want her to disappear from his memories as suddenly as she left him.

he was never letting her go, and he was sure of that.

word count ; 529
date published ; 020717

a/n ; whOops ,, i'm sorry this is probs the 5th-ish time i killed tea ?? moM PLS FORGIVE ME ;;;;