Your POV
Alone. Cold. Pain.
You didn't want to stop walking, the pain was too much.
Why was this your life? Why?
All the memories around you made you feel so much pain and hurt.. you slowly fell to the floor, clear black tears falling from your eyes.
"It feels like they're coming at me, from all sides"
You looked around at all the memories,
"It feels like I've got nowhere to run, nowhere to hide"
You look around to see the memories of when you cut and harmed yourself.
"It feels like I'm never good enough
It feels like I'm always just trying"
You look at when you couldn't do anything and Steven saves you...
"Sometimes I feel like I should give up
And sometimes I feel like I'm dying"
Remembering when you were falling off the mountain...
"I'm falling to pieces but nobody knows!"
"I'm falling to pieces but won't let it show!"
You looked down to tote lightly glowing gem. You looked up to see the forever lasting abis of darkness
"I'm hanging from Parasails that are wearing out..."
"I'm crashing down as my dreams fade out"
You fell to the floor..
"I've been falling to pieces for what feels like forever"
Every memory of the 8 years all slurred together...
You looked up,
"Can somebody put me back together?"
You stood up ad wiped some tears from your eyes, walking over to another memory. It was of you and your real dad. When you were both happy and laughing.
"I'm tracing my steps back to before I fell apart"
You smiled to yourself, then turning to the other memories with realisation.
"Always knew times would get tough, never thought they'd get this hard"
You looked to your hands, the power they held.
"Sometimes I feel like giving up.."
But you remembered times with Steven and your dad..
"But sometimes I'm still holding on,
To late nights in the car!
Staring at the stars with passion in our hearts,"
You looked around..
"but it's gone!"
"I'm falling to pieces but nobody knows!
I'm falling to pieces but won't let it show!"
"I'm hanging from Parasails that are wearing out
I'm crashing down as my dreams fade out"
You grabbed your head as you span around.
"I've been falling to pieces for what feels like forever!"
You stopped in the center of it all
"Can somebody put me back together?"
Every memory had a story, and every story had a memory. If you left now, what would life become? You had to stop that man.
"Inside of a perfect storm"
"That's left me with my sails all torn"
"Refusing any chance to bail"
"All my lines are frayed and frail"
"I'm hanging from Parasails"
You looked down at your hands. You knew that you were broken.
"I'm falling to pieces but nobody knows..."
"I'm falling to pieces but won't let it show..."
"'Cause falling to pieces but nobody knows!"
You stood tall and started to run back to where you left. You were going to wake up!
"I'm falling to pieces but won't let it show!"
"I'm hanging from Parasails that are wearing out!
I'm crashing down as my dreams fade out!"
"I've been falling to pieces for what feels like forever!"
You looked at Ammonite and that man... you smiled
"Can somebody put me back together?..."
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Ammovoid /SU Fanfic/ Steven Universe x Reader (She/her)
FanfictionDESC OF BOOK You had the perfect father... before the accident... You were taken and hurt by him thanks to a brain injury. He threw you off a cliff in Beach City.. A random boy with brown-black curly hair wearing a black t shirt and a yellow star...
