Imagines; BTS

Post breakup Interview; J.JK

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Why did the two of you part ways?
Well, it was definitely my fault I must say that if anything. With the comeback coming up, I put all my attention into that without thinking of how it would affect Y/n, stressing out and ignoring her for days on end. No wonder she got sick of me. One day after practice had ended, I had come home to find all of Y/n's belongings gone, just a simple letter in its place and an empty house that didn't seem to be so lovely anymore. I look back now and see how foolish my actions were, thinking that maybe if i'd have given Y/n the affection that she needed then if still have her by my side where she belongs.

Do you miss her? To what extent?
I don't think i've ever missed anyone as much as I miss her, sorry mom, and I'd do anything to see her before me again. When I had her I took her for advantage. There's an emptiness that I feel 24/7, following me around as if it's stuck to me and nothing will ever fill the void she left behind when she escaped. When i'm in a crowd of people I can't help but feel alone as she was the only person's company that I ever really treasured which was pretty stupid it me if i'm fair. If i'm being completely honest, I'd give up the fame and fortune just to have one last conversation with her. That's how much I miss her.

How did Y/n make you feel?
That's a hard one to answer actually as it's a jumble of things and different emotions that i've never quite been able to decipher. She had this way of always making me feel comfortable with her, as if i'd known her all my life. But she also kept me on my toes, always having me trailing after her which kept me wanting her and needing her. That woman could make the poorest man on earth feel like the wealthiest with just one smile as it's that pure and fulfilling. I must admit that I don't think anyone will ever make me feel the same way that she did and I haven't yet figured out if that's a blessing or a curse, to be stuck to her forever. If anything it's a bit of both.

If you could say one last thing to Y/n, what would you say?
I'm so lost without you, I need you back, I don't care how desperate or weak that makes me seem. Knowing you, you're probably living life to the fullest and have pushed any memory of me to the furthest corner of your mind and I really don't blame you. Never have I blamed you for the decision you made, in fact I admire you deeply for it as you had the courage to choose yourself which not many people have done. You were so brave to leave me, not taking any crap from me which just proved how strong you are as you know that you don't need a relationship to define who you are. I'm selfish to ask but please come back to me, you're all i've ever needed and wanted. I'm sorry.

What was your last date with Y/n like?
I remember it as if it was yesterday. She had been pleading me to take her to the park nearby for days, even though we could've gone to fancy restaurants and spent thousands. She was also the type to hate materialistic things, hating whenever I bought her jewellery and clothes that were out of her own price range. Finally I got a day off and took her, the sun shining brightly on her skin and making her look even more ethereal that she already was and it was better than any lobster. We ate ice cream by the flowerbeds and watched the clouds, pointing out the different shapes and sizes. It was one of the best days of my life and I will remember it forever.

Do you feel any resentment towards Y/n?
As i've said before, I don't blame Y/n for leaving me, she did the right thing and I completely accept that. I didn't treat her like a woman should be treated and I'm paying the price with a life of loneliness and hopelessness. There's nothing i've ever wanted more than for her to be happy and I hope she's living the perfect life that I should've but didn't give her. Maybe, if i'm lucky, me and Y/n will cross paths again and maybe we'll be given a second chance. She's my love and the only woman that I could ever want by my side.