45|Break Up

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TYPE: sad
REQUESTED: nah
WARNING: sad
EXTRA: eh
WORD COUNT: 261

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jonah looked at the calendar.

tears silently rolled down his cheeks.

five days.

five measly days.

jonah couldn't believe it.

five days until their one year,

but it wasn't a one year.

him and corbyn were on a "break."

would the anniversary count if he was going to break up with him anyway?

jonah didn't know.

so much consumed his head as he sat against the wall.

he had invested so much in corbyn.

and in a blink of an eye, it was gone.

almost a year of memories; gone.

he didn't know what to think.

he still loved corbyn, but with where they sat, he couldn't without hurting either sides.

he stared at the ceiling, hoping it would give him some sort of answer.

but it didn't.

he didn't know what to do.

he was hurting himself.

but they say be selfless.

so, instead of hurting his family, he was going to hurt himself.

it was a deep pain in his chest, but it had to happen.

life's crazy like that.

it gives you choices.

and sometimes those choices aren't the easiest, but they had to be made.

even if you lose part of yourself in the process.

so as jonah sat, staring at the ceiling, he realized something.

which was a bigger loss? part of yourself and part of your support? or your entire self and most of your support?

jonah sighed.

he made his choice.

he was going to lose part of himself. not his entire self.

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