133|Feelings...Ugh.

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i hate my feelings. have you ever had that dilemma where you're dating the love of your life, but then your gay ass starts falling for another person and turns out your gay and poly??? because that's how i'm feeling.

daniel is my fucking life and i love him so fucking much. we've been dating for at least two years now and of course, my feelings for mr.jonah marais decided to slither into my heart.

so, now i figured out i'm poly while also being gay. i talked to daniel about letting me date jonah and him, they dont have to date each other.

but daniel wasn't really okay with that which leaves me here in the fucking middle. i want to fucking cuddle and play intruments with daniel, but I also want to walk around the park and drink coffee with jonah.

but i have to respect my boyfriends requests and i wont love him any less, but check back in in a few days to see hoe my dilemma changes if it does. for now, i just have to dela with this weird poly thing and make sure my boyfriend doesn't feel bad for saying no. :)

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