𝕋𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕞𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖 (Discontinued)

Chapter 17 - Elevator

I am so sorry this one is so sinful god forgive me please. Get ready cuz this one is a rollercoaster.

You're nothing

Nobody likes you

Nobody needs you here

Just stop, go away

Who are you?

Why is he even here?

That boy's trouble

He doesn't have a heart, don't talk to him

Y/n awoke breathing heavily. He caught his breath after a minute and looked around him, "Go fuck yourself" Y/n whispered to himself as he wiped the beads of sweat on his forehead. Swallowing harshly he got down from his bunk. Y/n collected his phone, and some new clothes from his drawers. 

Y/n walked slowly to the bathroom, locking the door behind him. He started to strip, and he put his dirty pajamas into another hamper in the bathroom before stepping into the shower. The water dropped off his body as he thought about the surrounding people. 

He finally got his brother back, he found some genuinely great people, and found a few girls he'd be interested in. Then Y/n's brain focused back on the girls. Y/n found Ryujin in his mind for some reason. Y/n was washing his legs and stomach while his head was spinning thinking about Ryujin. Her smile and her features. Her body. Ryujin. 

Y/n grabbed himself, as dirty thoughts invaded his mind. He groaned while the water kept hitting his soft skin. His hand gripping onto his member tightly as he held back some moans, trying not to alert anyone in the dorm. Y/n had his mind set on Ryujin's lips. Y/n kept thinking of how Ryujin moved whenever she danced. His mind clouded with arousal as he thought of his old friend and how much she had matured. He felt his balls tighten as he gripped onto himself harder and moved his hand faster. He reached his climax, moaning deeply. Likewise, he breathed heavily for a minute as the water washed out to come from his stomach and legs. "Ah, what the fuck..." Y/n said, regaining himself and instantly back to scrubbing himself to get himself clean. Y/n kept his eyebrows furrowed  as he just regretted every thought that was on his mind just a few minutes ago.

Y/n shaved his face and did his morning routine, then got dressed in a hurry, doing his best to put the disgusting deed he did behind him. He got out of the bathroom and shook his head as the thoughts lingered in his head, making his face flush red. Y/n went to the kitchen and turned his phone on before preparing some food for all of them. As he expected, his phone blew up with notifications, all but one, from Lia. 

Y/n shook his head and checked all her messages, saying how she didn't intend that they should have sex, but she meant that they should celebrate. Y/n chuckled at how flustered she was and how many messages, in all caps, she had sent to him. He was glad his mind was now off of his shower incident.  He then looked at the other notification, not from Lia, but from the person he just thought about. The thoughts resurfaced in his mind, the same shiver went up and down his spine and read her message. The message was very confusing to Y/n, why would he stop talking to his friend? Why would he even consider doing that? Y/n thought. But Y/n replied.

Y/n:
Don't tell me what to do.

Y/n said, putting his phone down, and he turned on his stove as he started to cook up some ham and eggs in another pan. He plugged in the rice cooker and warmed up some leftover rice they had. He then flipped the ham and played the sunny side up eggs in separate plates and removing some extra grease on it.