Kavin worry to see her in this stage...he try to ask her but she have no answer she just buried her face in his chest...keep crying...he feel his shirt wet for her tears but he understand that something really bother her...he decide to remain silent until she done...he just tight his grip on her...enveloping her in his arms...
After sometime he feel that she is bit slow...he parted...bend his head and look her face...tears still rolling down...first he make her to sit...then cup her face...wipe her tears...make her to drink water...and ask: kiya hua, purvi...tum itni raat ko yahan kaisay aai ho...aur kiya baat hay kyun ro rahi ho...
Purvi close her eyes...take deep breath and manage to say something...
She hold his hand and say between sobs: kavin, unhain maaf kardo...woh tumhain bohat yaad kartay hain...un ko maaf kardo...please...
Kavin feel blast on his head...he shock to hear this...just looking her mindlessly...she squeeze his hand a bit...he comes in sense...free his hand from her grip and move away...for some time he quiet...standing near the window...he try to compose himself...
Purvi comes to his side...she put her hand on his shoulder and repeat...please, forgive him...
Kavin said in stern voice: tum kiss ki baat kar rahi ho...kiya kah rahi ho...mujhay kuch samjh nahi aaraha...
Purvi cut him short...she comes and stand in front of him...he look her...
She said: main baba ki baat kar rahi hoon...tumharay baba ki...humaray baba ki...she shakes his shoulders.
Kavin free him to her hold and reply: I have no father...I am alone...roshini was my only family...(she cut him again)...jhoot boltay ho tum...itni si baat ki aur kitni saza do gay unhain...she is crying again.
Itni si baat...itni si baat...purvi, all you say this itni si baat... kavin get fiercer this time...he hold her shoulder tight...yeh itni si baat nahi hay purvi...meri poori zindagi ki baat hay...chalo unhoon nay meray saath jo bhi kiya...main bhula doon ga...magar unhoon nay jo bhi roshini kay saath kiya uss kay liyay main un ko kabhi maaf nahi kar sakta...samjhi tum...he push her back and try to control his anger.
Purvi not let him this time...she is angrier than him...go to his side...hold his shoulder and turn forcefully...he change his head side...try to avoid to look her...she is not letting him...she place her palm on both side of his cheeks and make him to look her.
Purvi said in angry tone...kiya kaha tum nay...roshini kay saath jo kiya...woh tum nahi maaf karo gay...tum hotay kaun ho iss baat ka faisla karnay walay...(she point her finger to him) mind it...kavin...agar aaj miss roshini zinda hoti toh kab ka tum baap batay ko milawa chuki hoti...apni ego to chupanay kay liyay...un ka naam mat lao...beach main...tum sirf apni ana kay ghulam ho...tum sirf apnay baray main sochtay ho...kissi kay baray main nahi...doosroon ko samjhate rhte ho intelligence ka lesson daitay ho...kabhi apnay aap ko bhi samjhaya hay...nahi...kabhi nahi...tum kabhi nahi samjo gay...maa, baap kaisay hotay hain...un ki kiya importance hoti hay...tum jaisa ruthless person never understand this...tum parent kay piyar ko kabhi nahi samjh saktay...she leave him and move to other side.
Kavin quiet for while...he never see her in such an angry mood...never see her blast in such an angry way...he always saw her...smiling...laughing...cracking jokes...pulling legs...teasing...off course crying as well but her angry mood he see very first time...he amaze on her angry talking with him...she never talk with him in such tone...her eyes always pouring love and care towards him...she always pass smile on him...but today, it's different...his logical mind remind him...that something lingering under her angry mood...he need to know that...looking her in killing mood...he bit calm down himself...he control his anger.
Kavin said in slow voice...haan, main parents kay piyar ko kabhi nahi samjh saka...kyun kay...he stop...pause and continue...kyun kay mujhay kabhi bhi parents ka piyar nahi mila...mujhay yaad nahi kay kabhi bhi meray dad nay mujhay piyar kiya ho.
Purvi heart divided in to uncountable pieces...hearing his broken and slow voice...she quickly turns to his side...look him...kavin see her once and change his side...she rush to come his side...she just stop one step far for him...place her palms on his cheeks...make him to look her...then fix her gaze on him...
Kavin feel her eyes see through...read his mind and understand his heart condition...some minutes gone...he try to snap but not possible...time pass and it's difficult for him to stand like this in front of her...at last she closed her eyes...take a deep breath...open her eyes...pass smile and hold his hand and make him to walk...she make him to sit on bed...she sit next to him.
Purvi hold his hand and said with her lovely voice.. kavin, all parents love their kids...sometime they show us their love and sometime children couldn't understand their love...baba bhi tum say piyar kartay thay aur kartay hain...(she cup his face) kavin tum khoon ho un ka...un ki wahid aulaad ho...un kay jeenay ka sahaara ho...un ki zindagi ki wajah ho...tum un kay piyar ki nishani ho...un ka wahid rishta ho...unhoon nay jo kuch bhi kiya woh sharminda hain...jo kuch bhi hua woh sab gussay main hua...woh tumhain wapas paana cahate hain...tum ko apnay pass dekhna cahate hain...tum say maafi maangna cahate hain...tum ko apnay galay lagana cahatay hain...magar dartay hain tumhare gussay say...dartay hain reject honay kay ehsas say... She stops finish her talk...look him.
Kavin listening quietly...when she finish he said in slow voice...agar un ko itna hi ehsaas tha toh unhoon nay kabhi bhi milnay ki koshish kyun nahi ki...yeh kahna kay meray gussay ki wajah say...main nahi manta...roshini ki death pay sab office kay log mujhsay condolence karnay aay thay...magar woh nahi aay...kyun...jab mujhay un ki zarrorat thi woh nahi thay meray pass...he pause and continue again...unhon nay mujhay kabhi bhi pyar nahi kiya ab kyun yaad kar rahay hain.
Purvi quiet for sometime then say: tumahari aur miss roshini ki shaadi ko sirf ek saal hua tha...hay na...she look him for answer, he reply only positive nodded...sirf ek saal kay uss pyar ki khatir tum nay...aapni poori zindagi likh di...hhhmmm...socho zara...jab tumhari mum ki death hui toh...tumharay dad par kiya guzri hogi...(Kavin shock) kavin, tum unwanted child nahi thay...tum most wanted child thay...tum shaadi kay 5 saal kay baad born huye thay...socho kitni khushi manai gay hogi tumharay born honay par...tumhari mum sirf ek saal hi zinda rah saki...aur un ki death ho gai...kiya tum apnay dad ki halat ka andaza kar saktay ho...pehlay toh mohabat karnay wali biwi ki dead ka gham...phir uss chotay say bacchay ki zimaidaari...jiss ko pata bhi nahi kay uss ka kitna bara lose ho gaya hay...bolo jawab do.
Kavin still quiet...purvi continue after some pause...nahi hay...koi jawab nahi hay tumharay pass...bohat mushkil tha un kay liyay yeh sadma bardasht karna...iss liyay unhoon nay apnay aap ko business ki duniya main busy kar liya...bilkul iss tarah jiss tarah tum nay apnay aap ko...apni job main busy kar liya hay...lekin uss waqt bhi unhoon nay tumhara khyaal kiya...woh cahaty toh doosri shaadi kar saktay thay...magar unhoon nay aisa nahi kiya...ek toh woh tumhari mum say bohat piyar kartay thay aur doosri wajah thay tum...doosri shaadi un kay liyay koi problem nahi thi...woh kar saktay thay...paisa, ghar, property sab kuch tha...acchi say acchi larki mil jaati...magar sirf tumhari wajah say...kay tumhain koi step mother na mil jay...unhoon nay shaadi kay baray main nahi socha...
Purvi quietly observe him...he is sitting just focus his gaze somewhere in air...but listen each and everything.
Sometime pass...purvi look him again...she try to say more but Kavin give her no chance...he said: purvi, yeh sab purani baatain hain...main iss baray main kuch nahi kahna cahata...main iss chapter ko bandh kar chukka hoon...chalo main tum ko ghar chur aata hoon.
Kya lgta hai purvi Kavin aur uske papa ko mila payegii
