The Fooo Conspiracy

Oscar Enestad|| 1/4 5SOS lyrics

this is part 1/4 of a song series which means that Felix Olly and Omar will also have imagines written with a lyric from the 5SOS song called 'vapor' off of there new album #freepromo this is the first one hope you like it

I'll take what you got, got, got I know its not a lot, lot, lot cause I just need another hit you're the thing I can't quit

"This can't be over" I whispered staring at the now empty bedroom in front of me "She can't be gone" I muttered kicking the pillow that had been thrown at me when I said some asshole comment. What I'm I still doing in this room? Why aren't I out there looking for her, screaming her name from the middle of the street like they do in movies 'because this isn't the movies asshole' I told myself this is real life and in real life you can't just go out in the middle of the streets and yell some girls name and expect her to just pop out of nowhere and forgive you for being an asshole and kiss you and act like nothing over happened. If we get this relationship back it won't be like before, we wont be stronger then ever before- we'll have to work hard to get back to where we were before. Am I ready to do that? More importantly can I handle it if she doesn't love me anymore? Will I handle it of she finds someone better then me? I'll have to, I love her and I need her to be happy with or without me. Just thinking about it makes my stomach turn and my heart hurt.

I woke up in my bed. I don't remember going to bed nor do I remember actually getting in the bed and falling asleep. Something was wrong. I felt empty, like I was missing part of me. It was her, she wasn't here. I checked my phone, there were a few texts from my friends but not from her. She'll come back soon...Right? I got out of bed and went downstairs it didn't feel quit right without her here. I walked into the kitchen and looked out the window, she loved this window. She would stair out of it every morning when she woke up, I would wrap my arms around her waist and rest my chine on her shoulder and we would stand there, swinging slowly side to side for I few minutes then she would always turn around and wrap her arms around my neck and kiss me, every morning. I tear fell from my eye, I whipped it away quickly looking around me as if crying for her was a sin. I picked up my phone from the counter and dialed her number. I closed my eyes and listen to the ringing "Oscar" she breath threw the phone "Y/N" I whispered. Hearing her voice was like music to my ears. I loved her so much "I-I miss you Y/N" I whispered more tears falling from my eyes but this time I didn't care "I miss you too Oscar" she whispered back "I'm sorry" I said with a shaky voice "Oscar I need to know that you will take me for who I am, I know its not a lot. I can't change for you- I can't change for you- I tried Oscar, I tried changing for you but I can't" she cried "I know baby, I know. I never wanted you to change for me, I was being an asshole I know Y/N, but I can't lose you. I'll take what you got, I know it's not a lot cause I need another hit, you're the thing I can't quit. I need you to survive" I whispered the last part "I'm 5 minutes away, we can talk this threw than... I love you Oscar, I hope we can make it threw this" "I love you too Y/N