The Fooo Conspiracy

Omar Rudberg|| 4/4 5SOS lyrics

savor your words, I won't ever waste them

3 months earlier

"I love you Omar" She explained spinning around "I love you too Y/N" I laughed "No you don't understand i really love you. Like the undying love that you get for someone out of the blue, you know what I'm talking about?" i nodded my head knowing what she meant "Yeah. And you just feel it in your bones you know? You feel it vibrate. It's a weird consept if you ask me- love is weird. It makes you so happy, the happiest you've ever been- it makes you feel like your floating but it also makes you cry, real hard cause it hurt, it tears you appart" she said leaning down so that her face was directly infront of mine for a short moment "BUT you Omar Rudberg, make it all worth it because at the end of the day I've never loved anyone more than i love you" She finished leaning in to kiss me making me smile "I savour your words, I won't ever waste them" I whispered kissing her yet again "You better" she whispered smiling

Present day

"I don't love you anymore Omar" She yelled tears staining her cheeks "You don't mean that" My voice shook "I do Omar" She said packing her things "Everything you said about love- everything you said about loving me- you lied about" My chest felt heavy like it was about to cave in "I never loved you Omar, never for a second. All those things i said about love, about loving you" She paused taking in a deep breath, wipping her tears away violently "It was all lies" She whispered walking out of the room leaving me there alone. I backed up to the wall slidding down it. The pain I feel is unbearable. I never really understood what she meant before about love hurting and tearing you appart until now. Until i was sitting on the floor, alone, trying to catch my breathing as it felt like my chest was being crushed by 1000 pounds. I understood her now.