Vhope (sweet)

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Taehyung looked at his boyfriend Hoseok, who were sleeping sweetly next to him. Hoseok had come home from practice late and had only just returned to the dorm before he fell asleep. Taehyung was slightly worried about the fact that Hoseok seemed a little stressed these days. More often than not, he saw Hoseok look sad or tired but only if he thought nobody was looking at him. When he was talking with the members or just anyone, he put on the best smile he could do. Though he wasn't good at hiding his feelings and ended up dropping out of the conversation pretty fast. He was constantly busy and all Taehyung wanted was for him to talk to Taehyung about whatever thing that worried him.
Though when he didn't Taehyung decided to finally talk to him the day after, he needed to make sure Hoseok was feeling good. It was the most importent thing to him. Taehyung cuddled closer to Hoseok putting his arm and leg around him. He closed his eyes and listening to Hoseok's breath as he fell asleep.
When Taehyung opened his eyes, Hoseok wasn't there. He had left a note on the pillow that he had gone to the studio. Taehyung sighed and grabbed his phone. He had hoped to get him before their schedule later but it didn't seem to happen. Taehyung looked at his phone scrolling through social media only half paying attention. He really hoped Hoseok would listen to him and start relaxing. He was such a gentle and nice person and was general also happy but sometimes it seemed like the world knocked him down. It hurt Taehyung to see.
Taehyung put his phone away and fianlly got up while thinking about things he could tell Hoseok. When he came out into the kitchen, he saw all the dishes that before had been piled up was now clean and on it's place.

"Who cleaned the dishes?" Taehyung asked in a hoarse voice. Jungkook was the only member in the kitchen, he looked very tired which meant he had just woken up.

"Hoseok. He cleaned it before he left." Jungkook said and Taehyung nodded. He got himself some breakfast and ate it while being lost in his own mind. Luckly for Taehyung the time went somewhat fast and before he knew it he was leaving for dance practice. He knew he would get to see Hoseok there. As soon as he arrived he saw Hoseok was not in a good mood. He sat alone in a corner and Taehyung hurried over to him. When Hoseok heard him approach he put on a fake smile and it almost hurt Taehyung that he wasn't honest about his feelings.

"Hey babe." Hoseok said and stood up.

"Hey." Taehyung said and kissed him shortly. "Are you okay?"

"Me? Yeah I'm good." Hoseok said but it didn't even take Taehyung, a second to hear in his voice that he wasn't.

"Alright let's go." Their dance instructor said and Hoseok grabbed Taehyung's hand pulling him over to start the dance practice. It went by smoothly but Taehyung kept his eyes on Hoseok through it all. When it was over Jin asked Hoseok if he would mind staying a little longer, to help him with some moves. Hoseok put a smile on and said he would help.

"Tae, I'm just gonna help Jin and then I'm going to go back to the studio, I need to clean it and I should work on the new songs so I think you should just head home." Hoseok said but Taehyung frowned.

"No I'm gonna stay here. I could probably use some help too." Taehyung said not wanting to leave Hoseok.

"Alright." Hoseok answered and they started. Hoseok was really a great teacher and Taehyung admired him a lot because of that. He always stayed back helping the members if they wanted him to. All in all he always took care of everyone else, he made them all feel better if they felt sad or just needed it. A hour went by before Jin felt like he had nailed it down. It was getting pretty late and Taehyung wanted to take Hoseok home with him. Taehyung told Jin to go ahead and stayed back while Hoseok took something to drink.

"Please come home with me." Taehyung said and put his hands on Hoseok's waist.

"I'm sorry Tae. I have work to do." Hoseok said and Taehyung's heart dropped slightly.

"Come on please. I could really use a good cuddle." Taehyung said and kissed Hoseok's cheek.

"Tae I can't." Hoseok said sounding slightly upset. Taehyung just wanted Hoseok to relax and go home so they could talk there.

"Yes you can." Taehyung insisted and pulled slightly at Hoseok.

"No-I just-I just can't okay? There's too much stuff I need to do and not enough time! I got so much on my mind and I can't handle it!" Hoseok said and suddenly he started to cry. Taehyung rarely saw him like that and hurried to hold him.

"Schh it's okay." Taehyung said gently as held him tightly, with a hand on the back of his head. He was slightly shocked over his reaction but could also understand it. Hoseok kept sobbing, holding Taehyung tightly. Slowly he came down and pulled away from Taehyung.

"I'm sorry." Hoseok said and sat down against the wall. Taehyung sat down next to him, grabbing his hand. "I feel so stressed these days and I've tried to hide it but I can't anymore."

"Hobi you shouldn't hide your feelings okay? Especially for me. Everybody have good and bad times. That includes you. Just because your stage name is J-Hope, dosn't mean you have to hide your own feelings away. You have every right to feel bad things as well." Taehyung said and it seemed like Hoseok listened carefully. "Listen you're always the first to pick me off the ground when I feel bad but you need to allow me to help you too. That means telling me how you feel. I know that these days you haven't been all happy. You put too much on yourself. You take care of everyone else, you clean the dishes, you make sure every member feels good and makes sure we know the dance and we appriciate you so much, I hope you know that. But it's also too much pressure to put on yourself. If the dishes pile up ask some of us to do them. If you feel like you need a break from writing songs do that. And it's not your responsibility to make sure every member is happy. Please try to remember this because I can't stand seeing my boyfriend like this." Taehyung finished and Hoseok looked at him.

"Thank you Tae, I needed to hear this." Hoseok said and gave a little smile. "I guess I do put too much on myself. I need to stop doing that because I'm not feeling happy when I do it and then I feel bad because I'm not happy."

"You really shouldn't feel bad because of that." Taehyung said.

"I'll try to go easier on myself and I'm sorry I didn't tell you how I feel. I should have and I'm gonna do that from now on." Hoseok said squeezing Taehyung's hand.

"Good. I'm happy to hear that." Taehyung said and smiled to him.

"You know what?" Hoseok asked as they stood up. "I think I'm just gonna go home, take a shower and hopefully if the offer still stands, cuddle with you."

"Of course the offer still stands, I'm always ready to cuddle." Taehyung said and opened his arms. Hoseok smiled the first geniue smile for weeks and it made Taehyung happy to see. He walked into Taehyung's arms and they hugged tightly.

"I love you." Hoseok whispered into his ear, with a gentle voice.

"I love you too." Taehyung said back as they embraced each other. "And remember when you feel up be up and when you feel down be down."

"I will." Hoseok said and pulled out of the hug. He dried away his last tears and smiled to Taehyung. They gathered their stuff and went home, doing what Hoseok had planned. Hoseok seemed a lot more relaxed already and Taehyung couldn't be more happy with the outcome as he held his now smiling boyfriend in his arms.

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